I'm everything you can't believe. Trust me.

2009-08-03T20:49:00.002+08:00

Give me reason, to wash this memory clean

Give me reason, to say goodbye

Give me reason, to forget you

Give me reason, to start anew

2009-08-03T01:17:00.001+08:00

When my time comes

Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest...

2009-07-30T00:30:00.000+08:00

VOID
of love,
of money,
of you

2009-03-18T02:39:00.003+08:00

Dang, results are finally out. Finally as in 8am. Sweet. Waited from 12am till morning without sleeping a wink. Wasn't as bad as I expected it to be. At least I didn't have any supp papers :D

Results of not studying and last minute revision.

Spent the day rotting lazily at home. Dota-ed after results. Slept till 3. And slept again at 6.
That explains why I'm still awake now. Didn't had much food. Guess I'm losing my appetite once again. Dang.
I find myself becoming a home body of late. No clubbing, no outting, no chilling out, no poker, no ciggs, no drinking, no mahjong. NO LIFE!

Eat, Sleep, Game. Eat, Sleep, Game. Fuckin' boring lifestyle.

I wanna go out and party like freakozoids.
I wanna see clarrie chew.
I wanna do many things and not say them here instead. :(

I find myself an all-talk-no-action kinda person and it sucks. Badly.

Finished watching family guy season 7 episode. Now got nothing to do. Freakin' boring.
Lets finish this damn blog post before playing chess with Master Chou.

Stewie Griffin - Everything I do ( I do it for you )

Originally from the 1 and only Bryan Adams

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

ccwt, everything I do, I do it for you baby <3

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

2009-03-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

Results are almost OUT. Screw Me :(
tmd lo, say 12am, so many kiasu losers chiong in. so lag, faster la. kns.
_|_

p-p-p-p-poker face~
c-c-c-c-larrie chew~
i-i-i-i-miss you~

2009-03-13T03:40:00.002+08:00

Posting for Wednesday 11-3-2009 Ladies Night.
Met Tj, Linz and Normz for jaccuzzi session at 3pm. Fuckin' relaxing. Been long since we visted the spa. Caught up for a while, talked about life, girls and crap. ROFL.
Tj was a hero that day.
He tonned 2 days at chalet, and the next day gymmed and spa session with us. LOL.
Left for work with normz at 5. I had to work while normz had class.
After work, headed to zouk to find yuewei, vennon and weenah. Didn't know how to get there, so I waited for them at Tiong Bahru mrt. Received their call, then knew they were at Zouk. But it was full. Heng LOL.
Back to powerhouse then. Saw zimei on the way.
Yuewei brought me into Boiler. It was amazing. The live band was awesome, the ambience was great. A good night for relaxing the soul. LOL. Drank a few cups and was high-ed already.
Danced inside powerhouse. Freakin' crowded. Ladies night almost got renamed to Tiko Huanna's Night. So many malays inside gawking at the chicks la. Wth.
Danced till this highest part, when my holy items start turning in my tummy. *ready to puke*
Then still got this moron, still squeeze and elbowed me. I hit the side table. Bulleyes at my stomach. *ready to fire puke already*
Dashed for the toilet. But got jammed at the toilet entrance. This moron still jammed and knocked into my stomach. *PWEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH* All my holy stuffs on him. Ps lo. Who ask you knock into my stomach. That moron was like ready to punch me in the face lol. But I ran to the toilet and puke. Felt much better after that and went back to dance.

Left after awhile to find my old customer - A die hard liverpool fan. LOL.
Sadly, he left already. Then I went back to alleybar for a nap. Luckily I went back. TSK was closing and all our belongings were inside. OUR refering to me, vennon's, weenah's and yuewei's.

Napped till about 4.45. Then they all came out, with Mabel and Eric. Chatted awhile before leaving for home.

It was an awesome night. Thanks friends for making my clubbing sessions more and more enjoyable. LOL. You need friends to club with, then fun maaaa. Hahahaha.

Lady Gaga - Just Dance

RedOne, Konvict
GaGa, oh-oh, eh

I've had a little bit too much, much
All of the people start to rush, start to rush by
A dizzy twisted dance, can't find my drink, oh man
Where are my keys? I lost my phone, phone

What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth, oh oh oh-oh
How'd I turn my shirt inside out? Inside outright
Control your poison babe, roses have thorns they say
And we're all getting hosed tonight, oh oh oh-oh

What's going on on the floor?
I love this record baby but I can't see straight anymore
Keep it cool, what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, a-alright

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just

When I come through on the dance floor checkin' out that catalog
Can't believe my eyes, so many women without a flaw
And I ain't gon' give it up, steady tryin' to pick it up like a car
I'ma hit it, I'ma hit it and flex and do it until tomorr' yeah

Shawty I can see that you got so much energy
The way you're twirlin' up them hips 'round and 'round
And now there's no reason at all why you can't leave here with me
In the meantime stay and let me watch you break it down

And dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

Woo! Let's go!

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint, it's symphonic
Half psychotic, sick, hypnotic
Got my blueprint electronic

Go! Use your muscle, carve it out, work it, hustle
I got it, just stay close enough to get it
Don't slow! Drive it, clean it, Lysol, bleed it
Spend the last dough
(I got it)
In your pocko
(I got it)

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm
Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance
Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance

ccwt, you having holidays soon.
you'll be enjoying soon,
but do you know, there someone here
missing you so truely, so madly, so deeply

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

2009-03-10T21:54:00.005+08:00

Dota, Work, Sleep
that's life.

Emily's fat hand. Thanks bro *5*

Went to Sim Lim Square with Linzo today. Initially wanted to help Pauline get her laptop. Walked around, found the damn shop. Then got approached by one of this shortie working in the shop.
Shortie : "Ello, can I help you?"
We : " Finding this laptop *shows newspaper cutting*"
Shortie : "You want buy now?"
We : "We want to see"
Shortie : " Not on display leh. But looks similar like that one *points to some weird laptop*"
Lin : "Ok, I buy"
Shortie : " Eh, sign this, blah blah blah. Eh ps, no stock. Need put downpayment first. $50. Eh no. $100, eh no no, *friend say $500*, eh wait ah, *boss say $200"
Me and Lin just walked out. LOL.
What a fraud.
Blah blah blah, Lin decided to tell pauline to get it on her own. LOL. Wasted a whole damn day of dota.

4, went to lin's house to slack. While waiting for clarrie chew to end class.
Saw him rape AIs' with bloodseeker. blah blah blah.

Left his place at 6, went to find clarrie chew
Yayness (: finally. after a whole week.
Poor her gotta do so much work. :(

I feel your pain babe. No matter what, I'll always be here for you.
Be it bored, sick, tired or whatsoever, you'll always have my support.
I love you ♥. (:

All-4-One - I Swear

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
and I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

Chorus
And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)
Till death do us part I'll love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

2009-03-09T15:43:00.003+08:00

i miss you ccwt i miss you ccwt i miss you ccwt i miss you ccwt i miss you ccwt
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i miss you ccwt i miss you ccwt i miss you ccwt i miss you ccwt i miss you ccwt
i miss you ccwt i miss you ccwt i miss you ccwt i miss you ccwt i miss you ccwt

♥

Everyday is the same. Boring.
Sleep. Wakeup. Eat. Dota. Movie. Work.
Life can get more interesting then this. Damn.
Saturday morning. Slept at 3am, woke at 6am. Zingo till 4.
Fucking tired. Dragged myself to work.
Ate Minzey's laksa (its was fucking goddamn awesome), rejuvenated. Work.
10, knock off, Tj's house. Dota.
Homed at 6. 7 went to pray to ahgong.
Slept most of the time on "papa's" van, reach columbarium, also sleep awhile.
Homed, sleep till 4.
Nick woke me up to help him buy ciggs. Back home, sleep again.

Rather boring post.
Boring people leads boring life and write boring blog post. :(

Here's something to spice you peeps up.
If you got the spare cash, do get me one of this :D.
Prefer the white base black font one. :D:D:D

WE FUCK THE FAKESHIT!

Love you to bits if you get it for me. LOL.

Firehouse - I Live My Life For You

You know you're everything to me and I could never see
The two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you and no matter what you do
I promise you my heart

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicate my life to you, you know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together

I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I live my life for you

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

2009-03-06T12:59:00.003+08:00

Days are passing really slowly. Especially when its the holidays.
During schooling periods, we all just can't wait for the holidays. However, once the holidays are here, it's so fucking boring. Some people urge me to work. Definitely. Else where do I get the spare cash for expenditure. But the sad thing is, working at my current place only allows me a max of 200 a month. How'd i survive with that amount? LOL.
I need a new job. Seriously, friends who see this, lobangs please jio. :)

Holidays are dreadfully boring. Friends ask me out please. To clubs, pubs, chill out or rot somewhere. I'm moulding into a house monster soon. I need a drink, a good talk and some good company for a night. It's also time I did some catching up with buddies.
Usually, all our time, we spend on dota, we rarely got the chance to chat. Well its coming. We're gonna drink till we drop, party till we pop and have fun like we never did. :)

I wanna find ccwt as well. She's always busy. I guess its due to her hectic school life. Pure little girl. I miss her truckloads. Not gonna emphasise much but she's just perfect. To me at least.
Just wanna let you know, if you ever read this blog. You make my life heaven on a place called earth. :)

Berlinda Carlisle - Heaven is A Place on Earth

When the night falls down
I wait for you
And you come around
And the world's alive
With the sound of kids
On the street outside

When you walk into the room
You pull me close and we start to move
And we're spinning with the stars above
And you lift me up in a wave of love...

Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth ?
Ooh heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven love comes first
We'll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh heaven is a place on earth

When I feel alone
I reach for you
And you bring me home
When I'm lost at sea
I hear your voice
And it carries me

In this world we're just beginning
To understand the miracle of living
Baby I was afraid before
But I'm not afraid anymore

Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth ?
Ooh heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven love comes first
We'll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh heaven is a place on earth

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

No doubt, you're still the love of my life ♥

2009-03-04T17:30:00.006+08:00

Sentosaaaaaaa (:
met up with Alex, Zimei, Tingting, Liangwei and James yesterday NIGHT, yes NIGHT, to sentosa.
Sentosa was like a ghost town. Especially on tuesdays. Not even a single soul. ROFL.
We camped at Cafe Del Mar, but the sad thing was, it was closed already. However, we still used their facilities. The beds were wet from the rain but we still sat on it.
Played cards for some time and eventually changed to charades.
Man those forfeits stink I tell you. I feel like a fucking whore. LOL.

Slack, chilled and talked till morning.

Fuck the Sentosa train system. Kns, 7am then got train. ._.

Didn't get to meet ccwt because of them :(

8, had breakfast at harbourfront hawker centre.
It'd been long since I had breakfast lol.
Headed to SPCA after that and yes, SPCA, after a whole night at Sentosa.

Slept the way there like a dead log.
But it was worth it, to see those cute little furry animals.
We were even allowed to go into their kennels to interact with them.

Rj Helton - Missing Me

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
Don't wanna let you go
I love the way you say that I am your man
Don't understand why we can't go on and go on
Don't understand why
You don't belong in my arms

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

And I still cry for you
And I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
And I still long for you
And I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

i wanna see you so desperately
i wanna hold your little hands
i wanna kiss your little forehead
i wanna hug you in my arms
i just wanna let you know
i love you ccwt

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

2009-03-02T22:12:00.004+08:00

first and foremost,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EMILY MOK HUI XIN :D

Linzey, Tj and normz came over yesterday night to ton. Dota and movie the whole damn night.
1 word, AWESOME
Suppered at 12.30, chilled, chat and back to dota again till 7.30pm

Sentosa tomorrow with colleagues. YAY.

But then again, I would rather go out with clarrie chew. Miss her truckloads. T_T
Movie laaaaa ccwt. :(

Craig David - Insomnia

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

some people wait a lifetime to love someone.
some people love someone for a lifetime.
i would wait for you.
some people are worth the wait, some people are not.
you might not know what results you may be getting,
but as long as I know,
you're worth it.
love you loads, to the very last bit. <3

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life.

2009-02-28T00:30:00.003+08:00

WORK every fuckin' day
Why? Cause I got no money. I need $50K asap.
(anyone care to donate to Danny's Funds for the needy pockets?)

My Bloody Valentine is out.
ccwt, will you catch it with me?

Ne-Yo - Together

Since the day that we met girl
I've never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Want to give you the whole world... ohh
If you make the promise to me, I'm gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

[Hook]
What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Cause I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at... ohhh

[Chorus]
I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

[Verse 2]
Oooh... I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life
Girl I know you're so afraid but I can't write the wrongs he did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder how many chicks been to my home
I done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

[Hook]
What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at... ohhh

[Chorus]
I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

[Verse 3]
Baby you're the one I'm waiting for
Because you give me what I need and more
Cause it's clear that we are meant to be
Together... together... we should be together
Eternally... Ooohh
And I'm gonna be...

(Chorus) x2

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

2009-02-27T13:42:00.002+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

and I did see clarrie chew :D
that's why i'm happy

Aslyn - That's when I love you

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

2009-02-27T01:10:00.002+08:00

SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN
SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN
SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN
SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN
SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN

i want see clarrie chew asap please T_T

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

2009-02-25T17:24:00.002+08:00

Finish already. YAYYYYY (:

Econs was a killer, guess I really gotta start preparing for supplementary paper.
Alas, shall partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy all the way till the date of the paper.

Its FUCKIN' TIME TO PARTEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :D:D:D:D:D
and yes, I'm not on drugs you ass fucks.

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

to quit smoking;
to quit being fickle;
to quit being an ass;
to expect truth in return, be truthful;

2009-02-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

LAST Paper already.
Give it my fuckin' 101%

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

tomorrow is a new day;

2009-02-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

Your tears don't fall. Fuckin' bitch.

ti amo ccwt ♥
사랑해

nevered felt so fuckin' serious before;

2009-02-22T18:02:00.001+08:00

Music, Ciggarettes, Alcohol, Drugs.
Spoof

MUG

CCWT (L) :D

2008-12-23T23:00:00.003+08:00

23rd December 2008

my pet tortoise died. one of them.
I'm sorry, I really am.
Rest in Peace.
May your next life, you be my master, and I'll be your pet.
Serious.
Sorry, once again.

小乌龟 - 张栋梁

la la la la la
la la la la la
这首歌要给一个人
zhe shou ge gei yi ge ren
歌声代替语言
ge sheng dai ti yu yan
深情只增不减
shen qing zhi zeng bu jian
那一刻吻她的脸
na yi ke wen ta de nian
地转天旋
ti zhuan tian xuan

爱的感觉
ai de gan jue
比樱桃更甜
bi ying tao gen tian
双眼放送闪电
shuang yan fang song shan dian
能超越极限
neng chao yue ji xian
让人忘了季节
rang ren wang le ji jie
爱成了经典
ai cheng le jing dian
为他付出所有爱怨
wei ta fu chu shuo you ai yuan

要你永远是我的小乌龟
ai ni yong yuan shi wo de xiao wu gui
我爱你
wo ai ni
每一天
mei yi tian

i'm sorry, once again.

我爱的人，不是我的爱人

2008-11-30T11:56:00.004+08:00

Some post about this week.
24th November 2008 (Sunny)
-to hell with Jap ICA , to hell with the hiraganas-

25th November 2008 (Sunny)
My cousin Benson held his engagement party at Costa Sands Resort PasirRis.
Pictures to be enjoyed (:

27th November 2008 (Cloudy)
-to hell with DCN and management principles ICA-

28th November 2008 (PARTEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)
-to hell with Econs ICA-
Night life at Tanjong is just super faggin' awesome.
I wanna go to Glamour again. Have some alcohol and chill out. Or maybe even to see Apple or Zhaowei LOL.
Met Nick, Marcus, Chang rui, Qifeng , Yue wei and Zhengrong there for a drink. To chill out.
Had 2 bottles of Hennesy V.S.O.P. I didn't drink much as I wasn't feeling well.
Nick and Zhengrong were uber high. Totally.
Sang some songs, made some friends, behaved like fools. Totally. LOL.
Ah, friday night, Glamour, here i come.

Apple Apple Apple Apple
Shag Shag Shag Shag :/

陈小春 - 我爱的人

我知道故事不会太曲折

我总会遇见一个什么人

陪我过没有了她的人生

成家立业之类的等等

她做了她觉得对的选择

我只好祝福她真的对了

爱不到我最想要爱的人

谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人不是我的爱人

她心里每一寸都属于另一个人

她真幸福幸福得真残忍

让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人她已有了爱人

从他们的眼神说明了我不可能

每当听见她或他说「我们」

就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

And I just can't pull myself away.

2008-11-23T16:01:00.002+08:00

Yet another session of saturday night clubbing. Yesterday was manpower shortage. Only Tingting, Zimei, Sukanto and Me. Had 2 jugs of vodkas only, not much, but high enough.
Danced around and saw Sandy. blahblahblah, don't wanna say stuffs here.
Happy Birthday anyway.
Met Marcus inside also. With his friend and brother.
Danced again and left at 4. Short post. Sweet enough.
Clubbing sessions are making me broke. :'(

Closer - Ne-yo feat. Casely REMIX

Closer

closer

closer

closer

Turn the lights off in this place
And she shines just like a star
And I swear I know her face
I just don`t know who you are
Turn the music up in here
I still hear her loud and clear
Like she`s right there in my ear
Telling me
that she wants to own me
To control me
Come closer
Come closer

And I just can`t pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
And I just can`t bring myself away
But I don`t want to escape
I just can`t stop
I just can`t stop
I just can`t stop
I just can`t stop
I just can`t stop

I can feel her on my skin
I can taste her on my tongue
Shes the sweetest taste of sin
The more I get the more I want
She wants to own me.....
Come closer
She says "come closer"

And I just can`t pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
And I just can`t bring myself away
But I don`t want to escape
I just can`t stop
I just can`t stop
I just can`t stop
I just can`t stop
I just can`t stop

(Come closer)
(Come closer)
(Come closer)
(Come closer)
(Come closer)
(Come closer)
(Come closer)

I just can`t stop nooooo
I just can`t stop nooooo
I just can`t stop nooooo
I just can`t stop nooooo

And I just can`t pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
And I just can`t bring myself away
But I don`t want to escape
I just can`t stop
I just can`t stop
I just can`t stop
I just can`t stop
I just can`t stop

And I just can`t pull myself away
Under Her Spell I can't break
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
I just cant stop
I just cant stop

You guys make my world go round.

2008-11-22T16:26:00.004+08:00

Some long overdued photos on Crystal's birthday. Enjoy (:

One Family

One Family take 2.

Candid

Kervin and Crystal

Uncle Mike and Family

Crystal (:

Cakesomnia :/

The "niang" brothers

Brothers

Candid take 2.

Zimei, Tingting, Chaichin

Scandalous.

Miss "ting" i'm cute.

Attacked by Savage. :/

Twist'em yo.

I guess I haven't really gotten over you.
The looks, the smile, the hugs, the kiss.
Lingers in my mind, making me crazy.
Without you in my life, its just gettin' frenzy. :(

Rod Stewart & Amy Belle - I don't wanna talk about it

I can tell by your eyes that youve probbly been cryin forever,
And the stars in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?

If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart;
Blue for the tears, black for the nights fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this ol heart.

If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart.

I fucked the fakeshit.

2008-11-19T23:04:00.005+08:00

nothing but memories;

Over, I hereby announce its over.
We'd be good friends, for now, forever, till my love for you disappears.
Ironic?
Spare me.

Westlife - If I let you go

[Shane:]
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find

[Mark:]
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before

[All (Shane lead):]
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? ([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go?

[Bryan:]
Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

[Shane:]
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?

[Shane:]
If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh

[Bryan:]
Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Ooooooooohhhhh

[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
([Mark:] close to me)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
([Bryan:] if I let you go?)
But if I let you go I will never know
([Mark:] oh baby)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?

that night was just pure illusions,
nothing happened, mere hallucinations..

红油lanjiao?

2008-11-17T21:49:00.004+08:00

Went to have dinner with Celine Li today.
That crazy girl is like always crazy? Haha.
Well, had dinner at Ding Tai Fung which is sooooooooooooooooooo dejavu.
Ding Tai Fung ceased operation at St James powerstation and got taken over by some crap restaurant called AhWok. Damn! and its also the place, I'm working at, at the moment...

The xiaolongbao was awesome, but the hongyou crap was like. eew. So much for recommending Celine Li. Eew.红油炒手

小笼包

Anyway, here are some unglam photos of that loser / 神经婆.

Reo Speedwagon - Can't Fight this Feeling

I cant fight this feeling any longer
And yet Im still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

I tell myself that I cant hold out forever
I said there is no reason for my fear
Cause I feel so secure when were together
You give my life direction
You make everything so clear

And even as I wander
Im keeping you in sight
Youre a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winters night
And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crashing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
Ive been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that Im following you, girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone Id never find

And even as I wander Im keeping you in sight
Youre a candle in the window on a cold, dark winters night
And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore.

ithinkistilllovebei?

And its all because of you.

2008-11-16T14:50:00.003+08:00

Lets start with a motivation run to blog :D
A long weekend in need, is a tiring weekend indeed.
Pretty much true.
Friday, after classed, headed down to work with Qifeng.
That jackass was a total "brother", left at 11 and I was there rotting and of all places, at TSK. -.-
Working after class kinda sucks, because, first its draining, secondly, its wasting my weekends. FUCK.
However, there's company with Jeremy, Celine, Meibin and others which made it slightly better.
anyway, here's to Lao Ji Bai aka Amy and Xiao Lan jiao aka Ee Yong Yi, FUCK YOU BOTH LA, KNNBCCB.
Saturday was an awesome day. BBQ at uncle mike's, to celebrate Crystal's birthday.
That little wimp is a total killer. She made me run on rocks. *those massage rock paths* which made my heels hurt till now. But nevertheless, her cute smile would slash your heart into a million pieces.
anyway, Happy birthday little demon :) Hope you enjoy your gifts.

-Pictures to be updated in future-

Neyo - Because of You

Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

[Verse 2:]
Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you (all because of you) [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Ain’t no doubt, so strung out [2X]
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough
She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug

iseriouslyneedtostopsmoking...

2008-11-13T22:01:00.003+08:00

~~she never loved me before. never once.~~
i guess afterall, we're only friends.
friends it should be. for eternity.
for time, for love.

Broken Hearts, Torn Up Letters & The Story Of A Lonely Girl

Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better...

Her hands are in her pockets
And she's scared to look
The picture's frozen
And she's closed the book
Jealousy has only got one friend
And Joey's heart was never meant to mend
Walking faster now she holds him close
The timing matters just to take the dose
Empty pockets tell the stories..

And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't fall at all

Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better...

The nights are getting darker
And the wind is cold
The summer sun
Has now become so old
Her closest friends
Were never meant to fade
With all these dreams
That didn't make the grade
Close the doors but never look inside
Time will tell if all your love has died
Empty pockets tell the stories...

And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't risk it all

Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better

Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Times like these won't last forever...

Close the doors but never look inside
Time will tell if all your love has died
Empty pockets tell the stories...

And there's no destiny when everyone's your enemy
Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone
You'll regret it all
Living behind your wall
And you'll never fall in love
If you don't fall at all

You'll regret it all
(Broken hearts and torn up letters)
Living behind your wall
(Girl you just can't dance forever)
And you'll never fall in love if you don't risk it all
(If you want to make it better...)

Broken hearts and torn up letters
Girl you just can't dance forever
If you want to make it better
Times like these won't last forever...

Reminiscences

2008-11-12T20:02:00.005+08:00

Some long overdued clubbing photos. (My virgin expierence in Powerhouse)

Me, alex, chaichin, tingting

Me, Chaichin

Chaichin, tingting, celine, maryDaryl, tingting, celine, chaichinDaryl, me, chaichin, liangwei, tingting

What do you call memories that are left behind once before and now dugged up?
Its a total waste. I wasted once, and now twice. Is it fated that an ass like me, will never find the right person? I'll now name both A and B.
A was a total learning expierence. Sorta my first love. Yeah, I did love her alot. But I guess we're never meant to be together. We broke up many times due to my bloody fickleness. I knew she once loved me, with all her heart. I broke it, not once, but many times. I'm such an ass. I know.
B was the girl I knew not long ago. About 7 months.
She's gorgeous, she's innocent and she's adorable. The type of dreamgirl I always wanted to have. Yes, though the times we had were fun (we were never together), I always failed to win her heart over. I guess it was what I did as well as what her ex-boyfriend did.
Guys are just born jerks? I can't deny the fact that I am one now... I believed that I nearly won her heart, but blew my chance totally when it was exams. ( I think :-P)
It was so close. But, nothing matters now..
When it came to the time when I sms-ed her again, she replied "Don't talk to me just when you have nothing better to do"
My fucking foolishness was to reply crap. Totally. OMFG.
We had cold war for bout a few weeks, when I apologised to her again. She said it was ok, but I knew deep inside, she still resent me.
Right now, we're just friends. Even though I still like her, we can only remain as friends. That's the only way I believe that will work out well. If she accepted me back then, we wouldn't be talking to each other right now.
想爱不能爱的感觉，难以忍受。
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你。

Sorry - Buckcherry

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

dedicated to bei, i'm sorry...

Just a smile and the rain is gone;

2008-10-07T00:39:00.006+08:00

Candid. Random. Urgh!

Spent the whole day napping, rottin' lazily on the couch glued to the teevee.
Total waste of time.
Seriously, work kills time. Gives you freedom (cause you're not trapped at home) as well as wears you out, so that you get to sleep when easily when you reach home.
For me, working is just like another hobby.
I like working at TSK, for absolutely no apparent reasons, which I'm amused by it too.
Alas, this is lame and weird.
Hopes tomorrow would be a better day (:
Can't wait for a dip into the jacuuzi with Tian Jie and Colin tomorrow yo.

Yeah anyway, here's another couple of compiled needs and wants for this week.

I want to get back to work ASAP.
I want to go clubbing.
I want to grow up fast.
I want her.
I want more paydays.
I want more jobs.
I want school to start later.
I want to quit maple.
I want to SING.
I want to have a good SWIM/JACUZZI/STEAMBATH.
I want to get myself new shorts.
I want to see AIAI now.
I NEED to SLEEP earlier.
I NEED to eat again after having 3 slices of bread.
I NEED to cut down on my hotdog intakes.
I NEED to forget her forever.

Some food for the mind. Some room for thoughts. Some space for comtemplation.

Is love is just a game, played by two innocent parties?

Westlife - I lay my love on you

Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
But there's an angel, she's calling me
Reaching for my heart

I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly even believe it (yeah)
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long

Now I believe its ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could fell soo good

Like once in a lifetime
You change my world

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

As I lay my love on you

and there, I crave for your smile, which calms and melts my soul. totally.

2 minutes and I'd freeze the memories we ever had;

2008-10-05T19:35:00.004+08:00

Its a whole new record.
30+ hours of work!
Without sleep.
Ahwok first, then some weird Erdinger OktoberberFEST at swiss club.
Man I swear it was TOXIC, firstly because,

It was a waste of my time.
It was a waste of everyone's time.
It was harsh on my health.
I need sleep.
I hate being like a fuckin' dog gettin' ordered around by blacks.
and lastly, Fuck me and fuck you back. Twice harder, twice deeper.
Fuck your $8/hr job. It stinks _|_

And also, somehow, I feel like, there's a bond that's starting to grow between me and ahwok.
A day without working makes me feel like, erm. Uneasy? Useless?
Not that I'm desperate for cash.
It kills my spare time in these lame holiday. ( I could do way much without the mapling )
I made new friends. Tightened bonds. Hell yeah smackeroonee.

Selling hotdogs gives me a sense of accomplishment.
I get to interact with customers as well as the aromatic smell of the cheesy chicken sausage that just totally melts me. Like an icecube.
Lastly, I get to expierence the night life of St James Powerstation.
Sometimes, cool fights starts out of the blue. COOLZXZZZ.

Oh, another piece of shit of my mind already.
I feel like some sick bastard.
Celine: " Go and die lah.."
LOL. =x

Ok this is weird but, yeah, I MISS WORKING AT THE HOTDOG STAND.

I'm dogged out right now. Gotta catch some sleep.
Miss me, love me yeah I know.
Ciiaos paparazzos.

Jay Chou - 最长的电影

我们的开始
是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着

冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你

朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈
圈起了谁改变

如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得

记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭

朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈
圈起了谁改变

如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得

记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得

记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

ALCOHOLIC WORKAHOLIC !

2008-10-03T02:16:00.004+08:00

It had been a long week.
A long working week. ._.
Well, I guess I could spend the extra time.
~~Tuesday -> 6pm ~ 6am~~
~~Wednesday -> 7pm~4am~~
~~Thursday -> 5pm~1am~~
Friday -> 10pm ~ 6am
Saturday -> 11pm~6am

Anyway, here to blog about the past weeks. ( Like finally )

Pictures only though *crowds jeering*
SORRY T_T, LOL

Joyce's House for BBQ

Long tiring. Working again tomorrow.
Ciaos paparazzis :)

Found this really cool song while working in Dragonfly ;) Enjoy

Zombie-Cranberries

Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?

But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...

Another mother's breakin',
Heart is taking over.
When the vi'lence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.

It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they're still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a...

Screwed, Screwed and more Screwed

2008-09-17T00:54:00.011+08:00

A picture paints a thousand words.
This picture painted my face with these words

You're Fucked! Congratulations!

There, my crappy ass-ed results. Screw it.

I'd decided to make a couple of vows here. Do be my witness ;)

I vow to do better next semester.
I vow to reduce the time wastage on using the computer.
I vow to reduce my money wasting habits.
I vow to reduce the rates of not going to lectures.
I vow to pay attention in class.
I vow to do my tutorials.
I vow to cut down on my fat/cholestrol level.
I vow to do more exercise.
I vow to quit being a sloth around the house.
I vow to cut down on vulgarities.

-Not really a couple though :P-

Bullet For My Valentine - All these things I hate

Once more I'll say goodbye to you
Things happen, but we don't really know why
if it's supposed to be like this
why do most of us ignore the chance to miss
oh yeah

Torn apart at the seams as my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like

Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before i snap

Once more you tell those lies to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty (honesty,honesty)
When you say those things in my ear
Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear (wana hear,wanna hear)
oh yeah (yeah!)

Wear your heart on your sleeve make things hard to believe
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like

Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see! (me)
Me! (Me)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap

Torn apart at the seams as my dreams turn to tears
I'm not feeling the situation
Run away try to find that safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me
(it's the best place to be when you're!)

Me! (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see (Me)
Me! (Me)
All these things I hate revolve around me (Me)
Yeah! (Yeah)
Just back off before I snap

You don't have to Love, You don't have to Care. But ask yourself, what happened to "I'll always be there"?

OHMIFWARKKKINGGODDZzxzxzX!

2008-09-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

I'm back from Malaysia and now,

I'm Scared
I'm Cold
I'm Hungry

Results are fagginly out soon :(

Only the Dead, has seen the end of war - Plato

2008-09-05T21:05:00.005+08:00

I've been trapped at home for the past few days. Seriously, someone save me please.
Slumped on the sofa watching teevee and long naps. Geez, I feel so useless. Sleeping in the wee hours of the morning and getting up no earlier before noon. Mapling, eating, using the computer and naps have became part of my life. Literally. I need my life back. DARN!
Speaking about needs. Here's a couple of NEEDS and WANTS I would certainly hope to obtain.
Not really a couple though. :/

I NEED FREEDOM.
I NEED MONEY $$
I NEED my life back.
I NEED proper sleep.
I NEED proper meals.
I NEED to exercise and burn away fats.
I NEED/WANT to cycle everyday.
I NEED a health screening session.
I NEED to get my eyes checked.
I NEED to learn how to love.
I NEED A GIRLFRIEND.
I WANT to get back to working ASAP
I WANT a PS3 to play ROCKBAND
I WANT caramel frappe now.
I WANT to kick the habit of snacking.
I WANT to eat again after having curry for dinner.

Oh not forgetting,
I WANNA GET THE SONG OF M.I.A BY AVENGED SEVENFOLD OUTTA ME HEAD ASAP.

Also, I want to play RockBand again :(
Wong Ziming. kin kin, go your house again play rockband. Anyway, thanks for jio-ing me out yesterday for caramel frappe and Rockband. Thanks. Love you deep deep with a tinge of gayness :P

ps * this is not his house

Avenged Sevenfold - MIA (Full Version)

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight.

Ooooo....
Stand up and fight.

The fighting rages on and on, to challenge me you must be strong.
I walk your land but don't belong, two million soldiers can't be wrong.

It's no fun but I've been here before
I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war.
(Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things)
Some are scared others killing for fun, I shot a mother right in front of her son.
(Take this from my consciousness, and please erase my dreams)

Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to God that our side is right.
Even though we won, I still may lose
Until I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears,
grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories wont let you cry
unless I don't return tonight.

So many soldiers on the other side, I take their lives so they can't take mine.
(Scared to make it out alive now murder's all I know.)
Nobody tells me all the reasons we're here. I have my weapons so there's nothing to fear.
(Another day, another life, but nothing real to show for)

Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to God that our side is right.
Even though we won, I still may lose
Until I make it home to you
I see our mothers filled with tears,
grew up so fast where did those years go?
Memories wont let you cry
unless I don't return tonight.

Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight.

Watching the death toll rise wondering how I'm alive.
Stranger's blood on my hands, I've shot all I can
There are no silent nights, watching your brothers all die
To destroy all their plans with no thought of me
No thought of me, no thought of me

Ohhhhh.....

Walk the city lonely
Memories that haunt are passing by
A murderer walks your street tonight
Forgive me for my crimes; don't forget that I was so young
Fought so scared in the name of God and country

HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYS (:

2008-09-02T19:53:00.003+08:00

Finally had the will to blog. The will to crap around again for my readers.
Sorry for the much awaited post and today, lets have pictures to do the talking.

YAY! Its the holidays already. After all those hectic muggin' sessions, our long await holidays have came. They were like waiting at the end of the door. Waiting for us to come. The feeling is sooooooooooooooo good. I swear it is. Lazy naps, long sleeps, late night movies, parties and ultimate boozing session. Here I come! Yay!
Not forgeting working too. I need cash, REAL BAD!

anyway, I'm fuckin' HUNGRY
infact i'm always hungry :/

Lostprophets - 4:Am Forever

Yesterday I lost my closest friend
Yesterday I wanted time to end
I wonder if my heart will ever mend
I just let you slip away

4 AM forever

Maybe I'll never see you smile again
Maybe you thought that it was all pretend;
All these words that I could never say
I just let them slip away

4 AM forever

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

4 AM forever

Maybe one day when I can move along
Maybe someday when you can hear this song
You won't let it slip away

4 AM forever

And I'd wish the sun would never come
It's 4 AM and you are done
I hope you know you're letting go
It's 4 AM and I'm alone

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

4 AM forever...

BBQ on the 17th. Clique note thanks (:

a fucker lies in within;

2008-08-17T20:55:00.006+08:00

and right now, all I wish is for someone I could talk to.
someone I could poor out all my sorrows.
It sucks that feelings are kept within, it just sucks.
Family problems, academic problems, social problems as well as health problems.
adults make a fuzz for no fuckin' reasons. they quarrel and argue over the lamest reasons. And its just not our fault. - but they just blame us. FUCK MAN! Maybe they have their problems too.
Friends. Are they people I can trust? Fancy being treated like a fool and you still don't know. Being betrayed or being used? Man it sucks.
Health. I have difficulty breathing like a normal person. My chest aches sometimes and my stomach hurts for no particular reasons, and sometimes, I just need to puke even though I'm feeling perfectly fine. - nauseous.
why's there so much problems.
can't there be any peace in this world?
this is all just so FUCKED up.
I'm losing my mind, towards the path of insanity. Why is this?
I'm a fuckin' procrastinator.
I can't get my fuckin' mind to study.
Exams on tuesday and yes, CMATHS. one of the most feared subjects. I can't get myself to study. Why? I promised my grandfather today I'll study when we went to the columbarium. I'm sorry ahgong. I will do my best. I'm sorry.
Seriously, I need someone to talk to.
Someone I can relate.
Someone I can trust.

Oh geez, if I go on, I might just burst into tears.
Sorry for the vulgarities.
I'm just having a rough patch in life.
I'm just on the verge of breaking down.

Afterlife - Avenged Sevenfold

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear
escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on,
far away from here

Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear
escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on,
far away from here

Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

100th Post Celebrations!

2008-07-27T12:17:00.003+08:00

Hurray! Its finally the 100th post of this blog! Congratulations!
Well, time flies real quickly and also, 10 days has passed since I last blogged.
Wonder where I found the strength and power to do so huh? :P
Throughout the date of 18th~27th July, many things happened.

Marketing Project ICA2 has finally ended! Cheers!
21st July, Happy Birthday Mum!

Not forgetting, 24th July, Happy Birthday Cousin Cindy!

Alright, about yesterday. Had work! 11am ~ 2am!
Awesome ain't it?
At work, I met daryl and tingting! My old colleagues!
Then, I played this real stupid game with tingting. - to zip the bloody uniform right up to the neck, looking like some crazy ass geek.
I lost and there, 1 hoegarden magnum glass of soda water. Damn. Till now I still feel kinda bloated.
Chatted around and blah, worked. Weimeng is a total pain in the ass. No one can disagree with it. Trust me. LOL.
Bullied alicia too. The cute little red cheeked barmaid :P
Yeah, she's cute afterall. Heh!
Oh yeah, Max was the best. He made us some foldover for supper. Totally made of PBT, Awesome and win. Cris was great as well, gave us some cool cola whiskey which tasted like overdue-ed medicine. :P

OVERALL, FUCK IT TSK, GO GO GO COSMO!

Bullet For My Valentine - 10 Years Today

Ten years ago, I got a call that nearly killed me
Repeat yourself, my hands are shaking
When I was told, my friend was gone I felt so guilty
A thousand questions left unanswered

I'll bleed if you want me to!
I'll serenade before I do
I'll bleed if you want me, to!

On and on although you're gone, candles burn without a flame on
Our final call to you, I know you're listening
How could you leave us that way?
Where did you go? (ten years today!)

Ten years ago, I stood beside the wood that held you
I must sit down, my legs are shaking
We let you go, with gifts of plectrums for your journey
And melodies to help you on your way

I'll bleed if you want me to!
I'll serenade before I do
I'll bleed if you want me, to!

On and on although you're gone, candles burn without a flame on
Our final call to you, I know you're listening
How could you leave us that way?
Where did you go? (ten years today!)

Wh-oh-ah!
Wh-oh-ah!
Wh-oh-ah!

I'll bleed, if you want me to (I'll bleed if you want me to!)
I'll bleed if you want me, to!

On and on although you're gone, candles burn without a flame on
Our final call to you, I know you're listening
How could you leave us that way?
Where did you go? (ten years today!)
Where did you go? (ten years today!)
Where did you go?

How could you leave us that way?
Where did you go? (ten years today!)

10 years later, I would still be here, waiting for you.
Will you let me?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me;

2008-07-17T21:47:00.002+08:00

Another "brilliant" and "fine" day!
With such a great start, I see why not a great day it won't be.
It all started "well" when I woke up at 8.45 AM and lessons start at 9AM.
Showered and ran to the MRT. Wow, even better, I forgot my wallet when I reached there.
Headed back got it and back to school.
Eventually, reached at 9.30am. Late of course, but this Mdm/Mrs/Ms/Auntie Patriciah was being nice for the first time and marked me as present like the rest.
Oh, another "good" thing happened too. I was so "dry" that I had to borrow cash from Arnie. -.-
Blah blah blah, slept in library, blah blah blah
Maths test.
Man that shit was a killer man. Starting from the first question. DAMN DIFFERENTIATION MAN!
Flunked for sure. Whatever~
Headed down to vivo to collect my pay. Saw all my old colleague. Man I missed them so.
Denzel, Liwei, Bindi, Max, Vaal, Mary and Delon. TSK changed alot. Even that noob captain is gone. Fauzi's words are coming so true man, even I believe it cannot make it anymore. Even Michael left. Good Luck TSK.

Will be watching FamilyGuy in a moment instead of studying for tomorrow's JAVA and Accounting test. :P

Bullet For My Valentine - "Tears Don't Fall"

Lets go!

With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I calls her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I calls her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

Oh! Yeah!

This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time

Lets go

Would she hear me if i calls her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something to be going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall [tears don't fall]
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come
Back!

Your tears dont fall they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home.

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time..

2008-07-16T22:16:00.003+08:00

Here's another lame yet so true post.
Yesterday, had work once again. Went to Cosmo, blahblahblah.
Oh geez, I forgot about this part.
Before heading to work, I went home for a short nap. Together with Feng and Ting, we took MRT back. Sweet Peez. On the MRT, we saw this dumb fag. Snapping his fingers throughout the whole journey, standing with his legs apart, butts jutted out and blah, singing some japanese weird tone song. Pissed and irritated. I stood up, walked to him, yet remained silent for a while. He noticed, looked at me, smiled, and carried on with his spastic noise polluting actions. What a dweep.

At work. There came this really loaded caucasion. He ordered 2 pints of stella and a baked seafood penne pasta. Man, this is weird for I recalled so vividly what he ordered. :P
Asked for the bill and when he saw it, he doubled checked with me. "Only $38? So cheap? You sure?" He then passed me a $50 bill and told me to keep the change. Stunned in awe, I WOW-ed for a moment. 8)

Clocked out at 11, changed and headed for the MRT. There, FREAKO ALERT again. This moron or fuck was playing his PSP. Sound on with full blast and there he played some kiddish fighting game. He moved about the moving train like some drunkard fuck. Pissed and irritated (tried to sleep) I tripped him. He fell, looked around in embarrassment and disappeared into the next cabin. LOL. Peaceful till home then. :P

Life is just amazing isn't it?
With such entertainment everyday, wouldn't life be filled with joy and fun?
Live life once, Live it well I would say ;)

Today, Skipped lecture to have more sleep at home.
Went to school around 12, ended lessons at 12.30 =.=
Stayed back for some mugging session which ended up in slacking session. *Like always though*
Left the library at around 4. There! Atrium was like having some band performance or what. Man, I long to perform in a huge crowd again. This time, western drums. :P
Oh ya, I flunked my Essential of IT test this round. 7/30. Awesome shit eh? WOW.
Some how I just feel my life is affliated to the number 7.
Here are some evidences.

I Danny Ho is bored on 7th February.
My favourite number is 7.
My favourite soccer player used to be Cantona, Beckham and C.Ronaldo. All jersey number 7.
I celebrated my 17th birthday on the first of chinese new year.
I just like the number 7

Ah well, enough of crap. Song time.

False Pretense - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

It's time to let it go

The world's got a funny way of turning 'round on you
When a friend tries to stab you right in the face
Losing faith in everything I thought I hoped I knew
Don't sweat it, sit on false pretense

Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Yeah, and it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Ca-ca-ca-cause you know

In Sacrifice
False Pretense, you'll learn again
Stop pretending, to deny
False Pretense, you'll learn again

All along you know you thought you got the best of me
You were wrong and I'm laughing right in your face
I can not believe you claimed you were my family
Don't sweat it, sit on false pretense

Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Yeah, and it doesn't seem likely to fade
Betray, you're not gonna be willing to change
Ca-ca-ca-cause you know

In Sacrifice
False Pretense, you'll learn again
Stop Pretending, to deny
False pretense, you'll learn again

Guitar

(claps)

It's time to let it go

I can't seem to understand it how you turned out to be so cold
You tried but were caught red-handed, are you happy with your role?
It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke

In Sacrifice
False Pretense, you'll learn again
Stop Pretending, to deny
False pretense, you'll learn again

So play-ay-ay the game until you run out
And play-ay-ay the game into my hand

A Deluge Of Failed Attempts...

2008-07-14T22:18:00.003+08:00

Somehow, I just find myself unable to concentrate in class or whatever I'm doing. What's wrong with me. Even during slack breaks or after skipping lecture, I fall asleep in the library. I fall asleep anywhere. In practical labs, in tutorials, in lecture halls, and even during ICAs. I can sleep anywhere! What's wrong with me. Why do I feel lethargic in the day and when it comes to the night, my eyes would be as wide as an owl.
Something is really wrong with me. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Here are a few reasons why:

I listen to screamos. Thus making me crazy.
I'm a fucking procrastinator. Even though the push is so hard in me to do something, I would still fail to do it eventually.
Sometimes I just stare blankly into space.
Sometimes I hallucinate when I'm alone. Worsening my insomnia condition.
I have imsomnia.
My words speak louder then actions.
I behave emo-ly.
I talk to myself sometimes.
I walk about when I have nothing to do. *It seems though I've been possessed*
I'm blogging even though I have a cartload of shit to do.

Exams just coming, yet I'm still procrastinating with my studies. Accounting. I'm like still stucked with the first tutorial and it's almost the end of the semester. Marketing. I've yet to finish typing the environmental plan which I was assigned to do, NUMEROUS WEEKS ago.

Also, I'm suffocating from the aftermath of doing things which I ain't suppose to do some Saturdays ago. Regret is the word to put it. Simply.

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Damn Regret

The moon is shining bright
The mood is feeling right
I’ll kiss you on your neck
People will stare but we won’t care
We’re high above the ground
We’re nowhere to be found
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again
Again, I am repeating myself

And I know it is time for you
To sit and pretend

Damn regret, I’ll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
Cause I’m refined
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?

I’m wishing you were here
My weakness is my fear
Alone I am myself
No reason left for me to care
Distracted by the sound
I hear footsteps all around
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again
Again, I am repeating myself

And I know it is time for you
To sit and pretend

Damn regret, I'll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
Cause I’m refined
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?

You’re the only one I turn to
When I feel like no one’s there
And when I’m lonely in my darkest hour
You give me the power
To sit and pretend

Damn regret, I’ll try to forget
Don’t worry about me
Cause I’m refined
Cast my line
To see what’s behind
Did you think you persuaded me to let you go?

Did you think I'd forget?
Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?
Did you think I'd forget?
Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?

there are just damned regrets.
{
the difference between failed to try and tried but failed is that,
at least i tried.
}

I tried to find my place..

2008-07-14T00:23:00.008+08:00

when I see her face,
a new world was borned.
when she left,
the whole world was gone.
her smile was everything.
her eyes were sparkles
there stood her,
the barmaid.

the world is abusive,
here we stood, just like captives,
humans and monkeys,
what's the difference,
if we had no feelings,
we are better off dead.

Linkin Park - 13 - Breaking The Habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I’m picking me apart again
You all assume
I’m safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)

I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize
That I’m the one confused

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I’ll paint it on the walls
‘Cause I’m the one at fault
I’ll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don’t know how I got this
I’ll never be alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight

The best thing bout tonight's that...

2008-07-13T14:54:00.005+08:00

Has been awhile since I last blogged.
Maybe I have been working for the past few days and thus, no time for blogging. :(
Yesterday, had some night out with sherman, to see her.
Don't know why, when I first saw her, it seems like I've known her for a long time. It seems like there's been some strange connection between us.
She's amazing. I've never seen anyone like her before. Heh.
Well, had half a glass of stella, which made me flush so badly that I turned into a beetroot.
Maybe I just don't have the potential to drink. :(
Yeah, went down with a motive though, but needed company. So, yeah, thanks spermy. 8)
I did something really wrong yesterday. Looted her number from schedule. Felt really bad. Sms-ed and apologised. There, she replied with her usual bubbly way. "-.-"
LOL.
Well, she's in NYP too. *fate huh ^^*
Hopes and prays to see her though. To me, She's like an angel. 8)

Well, I'm opening up my blog. To all readers. Spammers can tag if they want to. I just won't care any longer.
Somehow, I just feel myself that I'm a pathetic psychopath.

I'm behaving like SICK *winks at maisarah*
I can't control my emotions.
I am irrevocably falling for her.
I broke my promise.
I am a jerk.

When I look her in the eye.
I feel I can fly.
As though I had wings,
Touching the sky.
I hope to bring her with me,
Its only a matter of time.
Would it?
I wonder thy..

Before Their Eyes - Why Is 6 Afraid Of 7

Where are you tonight
I couldn't say goodbye
Your words still echo in my mind
The stars fall down lighting up the sky
If I had one more chance I would have done it right

The sky falls down at your command
The city will roar with the sound of terror
And our world will crumble
At the sound of your voice
So take my words, it's not my choice

There's no looking back
Live for right now
I'm so far away, so far away
With no difference between right or wrong
I'm so far away, so far from you

The sky falls down with a single glance
From your eyes, we walk as strangers in these times
All of what we know is about to end
We'll keep on fighting, but we'll never win

There's no looking back
Live for right now
I'm so far away, so far away
With no difference between right or wrong
I'm so far away, so far from you

Goodbye
Goodbye

So far away, so far away

There's no looking back
Live for right now
I'm so far away, so far away
With no difference between right or wrong
I'm so far away, so far from you

AiZai's Back?

2008-07-07T23:39:00.004+08:00

I realised I haven't been blogging for awhile. Alas, why not now?
Today was a long day.
*Everyday's long for me though :X*
Spent the weekends slogging my balls out. To squeeze that few pennies out to survive.
Tomorrow too. 6pm start. T________________T
Oh well, still no topic. Why not some random stuffs about myself 8)

I like to eat, sleep, slack, and rot. Practically this is my life.
I love AhGirl alot. Truely, Madly and Deeply.
I'm rotting right now, instead of studying for ESSIT test tomorrow.
I can't wait for another trip to the jacuuzi and spa. ( Hopefully with girls around )
I believe in myself only.
I hate anything related to figures. Except for girl's. I admire them :)
I suck at practically module. ( I wish for BS. Business Slackation )
I like the sun more than the night.
I'm like getting insomnia every damn night. I can't sleep. ( I need girls with me XD )
This is written by Danny Ho Wai Hong.

Once again, AiZai is back to blogging. * I think *
AiZai is back to emo too. Just that AiZai can't come out with any poems for the time being.

In this dark night,
A hero walks into the path of darkness,
Disappeared,
Void of love, Void of care.
Most importantly, void of you.

What I Go To School For -- BUSTED

Oh, yeah yeah

Her voice is echoed in my mind
I count the days till she is mine
I can't tell my friends cause they will laugh
I love a member of the staff
And I fight my way to front of class
To get the best view of her ass
I drop the pencil on the floor
She bends down and shows me more,

That's what I go to school for
Even know it is a real bore
You can call me crazy
I know that she craves me
That's what I go to school for
Even know it is a real bore
Girlfriends I've had plenty
None like Miss MacKenzie
That's what I go to school for
That's what I go to school for

So she may be thirty-three
But that doesn't bother me
Her boyfriend's working out of town
I find a reason to go round
I climb a tree outside her home
To make sure that she's alone
I've see her in her underwear
I can't help but stop and stare

That's what I go to school for
Even know it is a real bore
You can call me crazy
But I know that she craves me
That's what I go to school for
Even know it is a real bore
Girlfriends I've had plenty
None like Miss McKenzie
That's what I go to school for
That's what I go to school for

Everyone that you teach all day
knows you're looking at me in a different way
I guess, that's why
My marks are getting so high
I could see those tell-tale signs
Telling me that I was on your mind
I could see that you wanted more
When you told me that I'm what you go to school for
I'm what you go to school for

She's packed her bag it's in the trunk
Looks like she picked herself a hunk
We drive by school to say goodbye
My friends they can't believe their eyes

That's what I go to school for
Even know it is a real bore
You can call me crazy
But I know that she craves me
That's what I go to school for
Even know it is a real bore
Girlfriends I've had plenty
None like Miss MacKenzie
That's what I go to school for
That's what I go to school for.

Enjoy this nice, funny, yet horny song :)

2008-07-01T17:03:00.005+08:00

abrupted from his sleep,
with the cries of the sun, being outspoken by the dark, stormy clouds.
was it the main reason you woke up?
or was it a dream that she has left?
were you ready to let her go?
were you ready to let her free?
to be with someone you know she would be happy with.
to be with someone you know she would be well taken care off.
to be with someone you know who is just better then you.
were you ready to let free?
just can't help but to release the grip.
you teared as you did, you never wanted to.
perhaps it was all just for the better.
you cried, you wailed, you screamed
the moment finally came, as your last, pinky finger got left off the hook
but all you could do, was to see, the sharpness of her piercing eyes,
looking back at you when she left.
the heart broke into a million pieces.
the heart was in despair
you just laid down in bed, thinking of her,
thinking of the moments you had.
the time you all had at night.
the time you all had during the day
those were the memories.
the happy times.
as she laid on your shoulder, you inhaled the aroma of her beautiful hair,
you hugged her like a teddy bear.
telling her how much you loved her.

I really missed her.
I really can't let go.
her happiness is at stake here.
I just want her to be happy.
should I?

i dreamt she left,
went somewhere faraway.
with her back facing me, i raced towards her.
no matter how fast i sprinted,
no matter how fast i dashed,
i could not get her,
i felt scared,
i was scared,
simply, i'm just scared you would leave,

the flame of my heart is about to extinguish.
ignite the flames please. the flames of love.
with you now at work, i just wanna tell you.
i really love you. i really wanna spend all my time with you.
to put that smile on your face, anything is possible.

but now, the relationship is strained.
i can hardly see the sparkle in your eyes anymore,
the feeling isn't just there anymore.
countless of hours chatting on the phone, led to miserable minutes.
i just understand, you're tired.
you should rest, maybe we can chat the next day.
all i just wanna do, is to see you.
i feel like some fucking jerk.
i know i am.
i'm sorry.
ahgirl, i'm sorry.
trust me, with every beat of my heart, i say, I LOVE YOU.

Cascada Everytime We Touch (yanou's Candlelight Mix)

I still hear your voice,
When you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch,
in my dreams (my dreams)
Forgive me my weakness,
But I dont know why,
Without you it's hard to survive

(chorus)

'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go,
want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle,
Your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry (I cry)
The good and the bad times,
We've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall...

(chorus)

'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go,
Want you in my life.

Every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly,
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side

i need you by my side, cause without you, its hard to survive.

Some other emo yet random creations 8)

darkness and light,
whats the difference,
afterall, life without you,
its just dark enough.

----------------------------------------------------------------

wrists slashed,
throats cut,
nothing else matters,
without you here in my heart.

2008-06-30T20:33:00.006+08:00

the heart beats for the last time,
like a withered black rose.
fell to the ground with petals in the air
is this how it ended?
lifeless laying down on the floor.
ignored. trampled.
alone in the dark night. thinking of you.
so much it hurts.
it bleeds.
he lives for you,
he beats for you
and now that it's gonna beat for the last time.
he will know that, no matter what, you won't budge,
but, he'll still love you.
i swear.

today was a long day.
probably, monday would be the worst start of the week.
8am~6pm.
oh darn, I'm not in the mood.
I just wanna write poems to depict how i feel.
since i don't get understand, i hope my poems will.
songs and poems, important friends of mine now. thanks.

Mario Vasquez - Gallery Lyrics

God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery

this is a fucking good song. 8)
i just want to tell you that, no matter what, i'll do my utmost best, to win that heart of yours <3
ahgirl，trust me, i'll love you <3

2008-06-29T23:34:00.004+08:00

Heartwrenching, twisting, aching
and He's lying alone,
with his head by the phone,
thinking of you till it hurts.
But its all because he loves you.
Truely, Madly, Deeply.
Words don't mean a thing.
Actions does.
But, does it really matter?
After all, love is some child's play.
Isn't it?
Maybe He just ain't cut out for it.
That night was a total impact.
He grapped your hand and said I love you
You turned your back against him.
And said, I'm Sorry.
Hearts were shattered. Ran over by a herd of thousand bulls,
But he still picked himself up.
Nonetheless, he still loves you.

痴心绝对-李圣杰

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

songs depicts my life, how I feel.
I believe everysong has a meaning.
the key to my mind.
releasing it into the wild.
*i rarely post chinese songs. this proves, this song is amazing. *

Ps, for the emo poems, just felt like being poetic 8)
Nothing's wrong. Live it on.
and anyway, yeah babe, I love you :)

2008-06-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

the night is dark,
i'm all alone,
here in my room,
without you.
i search through my tears,
i search through my fears,
all i can see is,
its just because of you.
would you come back?

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Waiting

Feeling sorrow
for all the things you had to steal and borrow.
Bring back the days we had before tomorrow
relapse and then collapse into yourself once more.

Waiting for this life to change seems like it's taking me forever
and I can't hold on. This light is breaking into the day
This life is going to change seems like it's taking me forever
And I can't hold on. This light is breaking into the day

Void I can't fill.
The doctor tells me to relax and stand still
Prescribes me a new pill to quell my anger.
Wish I could make her pull herself up off the floor

Waiting for this life to change seems like it's taking me forever
and I can't hold on. This light is breaking into the day
This life is going to change seems like it's taking me forever
And I can't hold on. This light is breaking into the day
Again, into the day, again

Waiting for this life to change seems like it's taking me forever
and I can't hold on. This light is breaking into the day
This life is going to change seems like it's taking me forever
And I can't hold on. This light is breaking into the day

Take time to contemplate who you are and where you want to go.
[x2]

Into the day.

2008-06-24T23:25:00.007+08:00

Shall blog about Sunday. Happy Birthday Grandma :)

HEH, LOL. 8)
Hmm, about her. She's so cute, adorable and blur.
Overly smart too. That's why I'm addicted to her.
Her long silky hair matches her little round face.
Adorable and cute. That's what I like about her.
Her cute way of talking, just makes me, *tickles*
yeah, I amazed with you.
to be frank, i'm in love with you :)

Yellowcard - Only One

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

X0X0 <3>

2008-06-19T00:02:00.016+08:00

*EDIT*
this cool picture was done after webcamming with tianjie. HEH 8)
what fun 8)

Define memories.
Memories - In psychology, memory is an organism's ability to store, retain, and subsequently retrieve information. Traditional studies of memory began in the realms of philosophy, including techniques of artificially enhancing the memory. The late nineteenth and early twentieth century put memory within the paradigms of cognitive psychology. In recent decades, it has become one of the principal pillars of a branch of science called cognitive neuroscience, an interdisciplinary link between cognitive psychology and neuroscience.
*extracted from wikipedia*

Blahblahblah~ all bullshit. These are memories. Funny ones too :D

All these are pictures from the past. When we're young babies, toddlers, infants. ROFLS.
Memories of secondary school. Forever, etched in our minds.
Anyway, they are real brothers. No one can replace them. Though~

Well these holidays had been pretty tough. Not literally though. I rotted at home. But, amazingly, i missed school. But, in school, I miss holidays. Weird and ironic yeah? Heh!

Holidays were spent with some outings. Eg, SENTOSA! WHOOOOO.
"sunny, stunning, hot! most importantly, RED HOT BIKINIS! dangerous curves~"

Not forgetting, Jacuuzi too! 8)

Anyway, i'm hooked onto this song 8) *and not forgetting the 8) emoticon too *

Secondhand Serenade- Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

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2008-06-09T19:01:00.002+08:00

somehow, I feel that I can't make a commitment to the team anymore.
should I leave? *confused and miserable* 8(

2008-06-07T18:46:00.019+08:00

Just back from ultimate boozing and mahjong-ing :D
Tired, thus, only pictures would be posted.
Thanks Mak, Qifeng, Ruiting and Huan for making it so enjoyable :D
*FYI, Mak came at 12.30 am for a short drink LMAO :D *

Gonna blog for the entire week. Since I finally found a bit a strength to do so.

Monday was nothing but pure boredom integrating into the pathetic lives of most of us.

Tuesday was fun. Pre-celebrated June's birthday :D
Pictures :
Wednesday :
Skipped lecture and rotted at home. Frankly was because of that screwed throat of mine.
Woke up that day, and nearly died. Throat was friggin' choked! Damn! Nothing much that day. Only of this funny teacher. ROFL.

and yet another~
Thursday :
Business Communication ICA!
Dressed in office wear. Some pictures below :D

Anyway, BLINK 182 IS FUCKING COOL!
But, no BLINK 182 songs would be posted today.

Perfect - Simple Plan

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
And do you think I'm wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back now
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't
Care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

Nothing's gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this
Right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

What a day!

2008-05-30T23:59:00.009+08:00

I swear, I'm gonna flunk Accounting :X
Today hadn't been a great day afterall.
Late for lessons again. Maybe I got infected by Arnie's Good Friday habits :X
ROFL. Yeah. This module teacher is great! A very patient one. However, I kinda took his patience for granted. Apologetic. Sorry.
Accounting ICA after lecture. Fell asleep during lecture already though. Maybe I seriously ain't cut out for accounting? Yeah, I'm sure. LOL
Qifeng and Ruiting helped me throughout the paper. Thanks guys. But, the extra teacher behind hindered the process. Oh well, maybe luck isn't on my side today.
Oh, daily topic. On "A" again. Heard from "H" that this "A" fella is getting on her nerves.
Oh well, there are shy people in this world, and also thick-layered skin people too.
This is life man! LOL.
Slowly, bit by bit, "A" is going round pissing people off. Why hasn't he learn from his previous lesson? Too numbskulled? Craving for some knuckle sandwich? HEH!
Oh, thanks Mr CMaths teacher. *PS, I DON'T KNOW HIS NAME :X* for staying back to help us revise on sets. Really appreciated. Thanks alot. :)

Yeah, holidays are coming. So is mahjong! Huat ah! I long for next Friday to come. :D

Oh, and finally, I caught a picture of a natural "H" :X

Some other "SMEXY" looking pictures :X

I like this picture alot. Shows the dark and white clouds :X
*evil-ishes*

Our Smexy computer lab :)

Mr Law - Slayed. *First blood*

Anyway, 蛋蛋家族 is finally complete. Consisting of 盧蛋（主席），齐蛋（副主席），人蛋 , 荷包蛋 , 林蛋 , 米蛋 , 莹蛋. I'm the sunny side up egg though :X
Yeah, though a little childish, but, its our clique. Loving it and yeah, hope it stays long and won't break up :)
蛋蛋家族发啊！

Oh, I guess I'm getting really addicted to drumming. Listening to Travis Barker's drumming beats makes me high. His skills are awesome. Really hope to be like him one day :O

Plus 44 - Broken Hearts

You said you'd love me
I said I'd love you too..
I loved that stupid smile, the stupid things the stupid things you do.
You said you needed me,
I said I needed you too..
And all that time I wasted just writing songs for you.
You said you wanted me,
I said I wanted you too..
The thing you didn't realize was all I want is you.

Broken hearts, the broken strings are all that I've seen, since the day you left me young, naive, and seventeen. Since that day, things have not changed things are still the same like broken hearts and broken strings for me.

You said you'd love me
I said I'd love you too..
I loved that stupid smile, the stupid things the stupid things you do.
You said you needed me,
I said I needed you too..
And all that time I waisted just writing songs for you.
You said you wanted me,
I said I wanted you too..
The thing you didn't realize was all I want is you.

Broken hearts, the broken strings are all that I've seen, since the day you left me young, naive, and seventeen. since that day, things have not changed things are still the same like broken hearts and broken strings for me.

( broken hearts and broken strings for me.)

(broken hearts and broken strings for me.)

(broken hearts and broken strings for me.)

(broken hearts and broken strings for me.)

(broken hearts and broken strings for me.)

(broken hearts and broken strings for me.)

(broken hearts and broken strings for me.)

Broken hearts, the broken strings are all that I've seen, since the day you left me young, naive, and seventeen, since that day,
Things have not changed things are still the same like broken hearts and broken strings for me.

2008-05-29T23:46:00.005+08:00

Cool! It's been 5 days and I've yet to blog! Awesome!
Anyway, you guys have yet to see my new blogskin? Any comments? :X

Sorry for the blurity and distorted pictures. I don't have photoshop and it was merely done using Paint, Powerpoint and some editing.
This week was great. Problems were settled and yeah, slowly distingerating into the study mood, where ICAs, quizzes and files submission rush to you like a herd of wild bulls.
Time passes really quickly, and tomorrow is the accounting paper.
Screw me man! I've yet to touch a single shit of that holy paper.
Anyway, wanted to ask some friends in class. Why they even started smoking. Replies were sweet.
Aiya, don't ask such crap la~ Or, don't waste my time leh. Zzz.
Forget it man, you big rush head. You die of lung cancer, won't affect me though. Worst still, your attitude stinks. Big time, you son of a gun.
Problems with A is settled. But, habits do start again. Like the saying goes, 江山难改，本性难移. Certainly I do agree with this saying. It falls under the same category for the case I mentioned above. Attitude.
Does it really matter in society now? Its a huge question that would be pondered in every human being's mind.
Alright, some harsh words to be used now. Fucking Pathetic, is how i describe them. Sorry, and also to prevent incidents from happening again, names are not written, thus, don't be like some jackasses and claim that it is a present from me to you. Take some time to think through, or if you need help, I can lend you some tools to drill a hole through that thick numbskull of yours.
Aye, midnight already.
Lets post Fiona's face today. Such lovable puffy cheeks she does. ROFL.
Met her somewhat last year in mid-june. Knew her recently that she is also trapped in NYP. Hah! A small world indeed :)

Cute and amazing isn't it? Webcam is the root of all evil :X

Plus 44 - When your heart stops beating

Turn it up i never wanna go home
I only wanna be part of your breakdown
She got caught by the four on the floor
I picked her up
And she'll never get let down

And now i can't stop
Thinking about it
All YOU people at the top
Don't know nothing about it

We don't give a fuck what the price is
So just leave us to our own devices
And we'll leave you alone

I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there's no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away

She says it all without a thought in her head
She says it all as she's pressed up against me
A little something just to take off the edge
A little more and i'll fall off the planet entirely

I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there's no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away

I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there's no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away

When we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
(i'll be there when your heart stops beating)
When we both get carried away
(in the dark when there's no one listening)
When we both get carried away

Do note of the drummer behind. He is so big time amazing. My idol he will be!
Travis Barker. All time world's best drummer! Heh.
He is right handed and he broke his wrist. *if I'm not wrong though*
Godly act by Travis Barker! 1 hand drumming!
*Man, I long to be someone like him* :P

absense only makes the heart grow fonder.
in other words, I want you here, by my side.

2008-05-25T11:15:00.009+08:00

*edit*, here's one picture with doudou. at last LOL. had a hard time making hiim take a picture with me ;x
he kept biting me LOL. he's a good boy. Good doudou :D

More pictures of doudou :D

HAD A HELL LOTS OF FUN ON FRIDAY! OMFGROFLMAOLOL!
Some, elaborations on what happened on Friday.
SBM graduation day, meant half-day for us. Like duh~
Ended lessons at 12 noon, and left for town with Joan, Maisarah, SokLei, Ruiting, Qifeng, Joyce and Huan.
Went to Isetan Orchard. I wanted to go repair my phone first, because of the cracked buttons and 0 button malfunctioning.
I told them to have their meals first, while I wait here for my phone.
However, I'm touched by them, when they said they would wait for me. Thanks ALL. :')
Well, first we had our meals at food republic. HOLYSMACKEDYCOWPOOPOO!
Lunch there was friggin throat cutting.
Chicken Rice cost $5!!! @$^$*)*&$
Worst still, it wasn't anything special at all :X
Alright, we next went into some shopping mood and shopped awhile. Qifeng, Ruiting, Joan and Huan bought some clothes while Maisarah got her Caramel Frappe.
Later on, took a bus to Marina Square, hoping to play bowling but went to play arcade at Suntec instead. Oh well, next time then :D
Arcaded around and left for Toy'R'Us
It's been years since I last entered the shop. " The last time was the one at Northpoint LOL "
Took some pictures inside. Enjoy!

The school bus of our names?

First time taking pictures with Joan?

Trying really hard to be "afraid" that the shark would eat me.

This is spastic. But I like it. :D

First time taking pictures with Ruiting and Qifeng

Arcaded.

Doofuses acting like doofuses, with doofuses hats. -.-

Somehow, I find this picture really cool. *taken during maths lesson *

Songs again! The Kill, by 30 seconds to Mars. AMAZING SONG! WOOTS!

30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

come to me, i'll love you tender;

2008-05-20T22:17:00.004+08:00

The long weekend has passed. Geez. Time sure flies doesn't it?
Well, yesterday was the start of a major problem. "His" attitude.
I blasted all I had always wanted to say right to him. On msn though. JT and JC joined in sooner or later. Geez, what's wrong with this fella? Telling him off just because we hope him to change for a better? It is really so hard? Why can't you place your FUCKING ego aside. You FUCKING SELF-CENTRED MORON! You claim that I am fucking hell lying? You sure? Damn your fucking self. I sure can bet my last dollar, as well as my life, that I ain't telling a fucking lie you mentioned.
You think it is really funny? To bring your childish secondary school acts right here? TO where we are now? In polytechnic? Geez, if you still wanna carry on with those fucking lame acts, mind you, fuck off back into your secondary or primary school. Quit behaving like some fucking geeks in school. Dude, you just had to piss me off. I was fine with you initially, till your fucking lame acts showed. Behave like matured adults you fucktard. I told you all those because, I sincerely, treated you as a friend, to tell you that, some of us, can't take it that your self-centered attitude is way getting out of hand? And yet, what you told JT? I'm lying. A single shit I said about you wasn't true at all? Geez. For godsake. Grow up! Where is that fucking sense of maturity in you? I thought you have a girlfriend? Did having this girlfriend turned you into some annoying assholes right now? I'm sick of your shit man. Don't listen? Its ok. Its your own FUCKING PATHETIC LIFE anyway. NONE OF MY FUCKING BUSINESS. GET FACTS CLEAR YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE! I said my piece, its up to your fucking damn mind to get yourself to organise facts right. I swear, I won't interfere with any of this shits any longer. Cold war? Bring it on. I'll take you face to face, like a man. One to one. Not happy, come speak to me right in my face. Quit being a pussy, showing attitude to girls or whatsoever. Dude, grow up, or fuck off.

Alright, My thoughts are now in a calm state. :D
Yeah, now about the earthquake victims in China.

Its really sad to see, hundreds of thousands lives being claimed at once. Its this the wrath of the heavens? Or like what other said, the human clearing process due to overpopulation? Its getting out of hand seriously. The death toll are increasing. Though I can't do anything now, I'll pray for all the victims still trapped.

oh anyway, i think, i'm beginning to like her. she's cute. like always.
GORGEOUS to be precise.

Busta Rhymes ft. Linkin Park - We Made It

(Chester Bennington:)
Together we made it we made it even though we had our backs up against the wall

(Busta Rhymes:)
See a nigga survived the worst
But my life is glorious
But I know that I need to be hurdled and i'm so victorious

Take a look i'm a symbol of greatness now call a nigga morpheus

As force accumulated the wind and but a believe i'm so notorious

You know i've been buying my bread even though we rapping now (yes)

And now when u look on my trip higher level tramping now

(Fast Rap)

(chorus-Chester Bennington:)
Together we made it

We made it even though we
Had our backs up against the wall

Forever we waited,
And they told us we were never going to get it

But we took it on the road,
To the riches,
On the road, to the ghetto, on the road, to the projects on the road, ride with me
On the road, we come and get it on the rooooooad

(Mike Shinoda)
When it all got started we was steadily just getting rejected
And it seemed like nothing we could do would ever get us respected
And thus we was stressed and the worst they probably said was we're pathetic
Had all the pieces to that puzzle just a way to get connected and I was fighting through every rhyme
Tighting up every line never resting the question and I was out of my mind and it finally came time
[ We Made It lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
To do it or let it die so put the chips on the table and told me to let it fly ohhh
Singing yea

(chorus-Chester Bennington:)
Together we made it
We made it even though we
Had our backs up against the wall
Forever we waited,
And they told us we were never going to get it
But we took it on the road,
To the riches,
On the road, to the ghetto, on the road, to the projects on the road, ride with me
On the road, we come and get it on the road yeah yeah yeah yeah!

(Busta Rhymes:)
Look in case you misunderstanded exactly what i'm building
Shit that I could leave for my children (children) children (children)
Now I only wake up I smile to see how far I come fighting for sales on a strip
To get hustle from nights in jail on a bench using my muscles son
To count money

But now I live when I dream you see me finally getting it
Let's make a toast to the hustle regardless how you did it

Ohhhh singing

(chorus- Chester Bennington:)
Together we made it
We made it even though we
Had our backs up against the wall
Forever we waited,
And they told us we were never going to get it
But we took it on the road,
To the riches,
On the road, to the ghetto, on the road, to the projects on the road, ride with me
On the road, we come and get it on the rooooooadyeah yeah yeah yeah yeah!

2008-05-17T00:18:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with me through the few days? Accident prone? Responding to the Nicholas's nickname? "ah hai"
damn, 2 cases of milo spills within a week.
How unlucky could i be. :(
anyway, too lazy to blog, thus, extracting out everything from my friend's blog. word for word copying LOL >.<

*ripped from qifeng's blog*

今天的何伟康真倒霉！~

吃午餐时,我们到麦当劳去填饱肚子了。

伟康他帮我买午餐去了，当他正要把食物放在桌上时一不小心把 'Milo' 打翻了。

满桌都是！连地上也有 Milo ！因为人凤的叫声引起周围人的注意！

伟康真不好意思啊！都怪我不向前帮忙！

* Ripped from Huan's Blog*

Milo 最近是怎么了，特别喜欢我们这一群人，总是爱跟我们闹别扭。。。荷包蛋最近也是很倒霉哦！总是被Milo害死。。。今天我们在图书馆里，，，其实刚开始大家都聊得很开心，谁知荷包蛋不小心脚从桌角滑了一下。。。哦！天啦！整个桌子倒下===桌上的Milo就在半空跳舞咯！还洒到旁边的一个白衣服妹妹。。。真的对他是万分的同情！真得很希望不要再发生这种倒霉事件了。

Jonas Brothers: When You Look Me In The Eyes

Oh, yeah, oh, yeah

If the heart is always searching
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone
I never make it on my own

Dreams can't take
The place of loving you
There's gotta be a million reasons
Why it's true

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

How long will I be waiting
To be with you again?
I'm gonna tell you that I love you
In the best way that I can

I can't take a day without you here
You're the light that make my darkness disappear

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

Movin' on, I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
And it's all because you're by my side

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side

When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just got to let you know
I never wanna let you go

'Cause when you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Oh, I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes, oh, yeah, ah

i'm mesmerised by her smile.
her eyes sparkle
oh yeah, when she looked me in the eye.

2008-05-13T22:49:00.003+08:00

TERRIBLY SHAGGED, TIRED, SICK, 累 or whatever you call it!

Annie Wu Chen Jun, simply cute, adorable, amazing and whatsoever you call it ;x

Amazed by Trademark

Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

Chorus:
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark (ooh yeah)
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch everyplace in my heart
Oh it feels like the first time everytime
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

Chorus

I'm amazed by you, yeah

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
[Repeat]

Every little thing that you do
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

amazed at this wonderful, yet amazing song. LOL

2008-05-12T00:13:00.014+08:00

A splendid weekend. Thats what I call it. Hah!
Friday night was the most spectecular one. Prata! Lol. Went to The Prata Place at night with family. At upper thomsom road there. Man, they serve heavenly pratas.
Crispy, golden, fried to perfection. Amazing aroma of curry. Heavenly!

Saturday : KBOX outing.
My first time at a KBOX. Wow, pretty spectacular. Had loads of fun. Bought my havanas and blah. Sung like a hell lotta nutcase. LOL.
Mother's Day dinner at night (mum's side)

Sunday : Mother's Day Dinner (dad's side) at Singapore Yatch Club.

I have no idea why my cousin loves this picture so much =.=

Beautiful Scenery?

An adorable Mark.

Kbox FTW~

Ruiting, Our KBOX superstar.

Chemistry? Physics? Biography?

Lovey Dopeys

Told ya, KBOX FTW~

See joan, I told you I'd post it. Haha.

Finally, the journey of danny's life into the story of WeiXiaoBao (the duke of mount deer 2000) has ended. Sad to say, the 40 episodes ended in 4 days. Sad case. No more annie wu. (fyi, she's shuang er, one of weixiaobao's 7 wives)
why annie wu? cute, simply placing it. haha.
Peace girl up next. Why? Annie Wu. HAHAHAHAHAH!
Anyone who wants to watch The Duke of Mount Deer 2000, Click Here.
Also, recently, i'm hooked on this song by Rainie Yang.
Enjoy!

Rainie Yang - Li Xiang Qing Ren mv

穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会来临了
金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要我一直等
听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等

the cool breeze brings a message under the autumn moon.
time seems to crawl as I pine for my fair lady.
though I'm not dashing or handsome.
i have magnanimous and strong arms XD
*weixiaobao's poem*

2008-05-08T23:10:00.008+08:00

Today, we went to Rachel's place for project. Oh my, the place was as gorgeous as Joyce's shaugnessy.
Well, private estates are meant to be WOW-ed at anyway? Haha. Spent some time discussing about the REALLY last minute marketing work. Had fun anyway.
Drank orange *which tasted like mango* juice, had cakes, looked at june and ruiting's fear of dogs and played with nikko. * just fyi, its rachel's pet dog*
Pictures again. Real candid. I guess i sure is cut out to be a photographer. Muahaha!

the night scene of Castle Green

Mr Law yawning?

Joyce : " phew, what hard work!" / June grinning XD

Rachel : " OMG OMG! "/ Ruiting: "no one saw me slacking. muahaha"

engrossed in work so much that they did not notice me :D

爱转角 – 罗志祥

我伪装著不露痕迹的想在你身边
静静的陪著看著天边骑著单车往前行进著
某个路口爱著等著你往前走不回头看了
记忆的笑脸缓缓的敲著我的琴键我不舍得
让你孤单单的我爱你的心牵挂著一直想跟你说
幸福不在溜走在下一个路口幸福哭著说
心不再拼命躲不去害怕结果下个路口
你会看见爱有美丽笑容

爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远你就是我就是我的美

心不再拼命躲不去害怕结果假设有个以后
你会怎麼说一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱有美丽笑容

爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远你就是我就是我的美

爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作废让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远你就是我就是我的美

2008-05-06T20:58:00.017+08:00

Had lessons as usual as everyday. Maths again. Another boring subject. Sets logic. "Too Interesting" for me and Mr Law Qifeng. LOL. Likewise, fell asleep.
First lesson, Mr Chia's practical. Damn it, I still can't access my SCSITE!
ARGH!
Well, lessons ended at 2pm today and so, spent the time at Joyce's house.
SHAUGNESSY!
My dream house. In fact, everyone's dream house.
It was a 5 story condo like house. Darn ass nice.
Planned to play mahjong, but ended up as a Maplestory/Video- Rainie Yang kissing?/Chatting/Slack?
Around 5, went to play pool where Joyce had booked an activity room for us. Had pool, pingpong and table soccer!
Pictures below shows it all.

Mr Law walking into the path of bamboos.

Ruiting and Alex - with sunset as a background :D

Sunset

Ruiting and Qifeng *something going on?* xD

Qifeng and Ruiting in the path of bamboos.
*something is really going on XD*

Chang Rui at poolQifeng at pool.

Alex receiving guidance from Ruiting

TABLE SOCCER!

PINGPONG!

Really enjoyed myself today.
Thanks Joyce, and thanks all for making my poly life really enjoyable.
:D

暧昧 - Rainie Yang

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
作词:姜忆萱颜玺轩
作曲:小冷
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情
还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人
是不是同一个
真实的你
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
wo……
hu…wo…

2008-05-05T21:00:00.004+08:00

Accounting today was simply amazing, so interesting, so fun.
Totally captivating our minds into the world of Debits, Credits, Owner's Equity, Liquidity, Profit, Loss, Assets, Liability and so on.
Totally fun and cool.
Like the saying goes, a picture paints a thousand words.
It depicts it all.

simply amazing and interesting isn't it.
thats poly life. LOL

Taylor Swift-Tear Drops on My Guitar

Teardrops on my Guitar
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

2008-05-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

MY WONDER ARTPIECE

gorgeous? obviously.
spent some time aligning all in my camera :D

2008-05-04T15:40:00.002+08:00

Daily blogging, can I commit to it?
I doubt so. School is hectic but why am I still goofing around. Why do I always not have to strength to commit to something. Why is that so. I hate myself, I hate my life. Why?.
Commitment means to duty or pledge to something or someone.
I can't commit to studying and yet I can't commit to the person I once loved.
I lost her and thats why.
Commitment, is important.
School work. Practicals and work are piling up. So much that I am gasping for air.
But, right now, instead of doing them, I'm still lazing around, practically rotting. Why is that so, I feel lertargic most of the day and when I want to do something, after awhile, I do something else.
I'm sick of this shit man. What am I gonna do right now.
Why am I a fucking procrastinator.
Why!?
I spend most of my time on the computer. Yet, not more than half of my work is done. Time used is usually on blog surfing, dota-ing, mapling, msn-ing, and other sorts of crap THAT IS NOT AT ALL RELATED TO MY SCHOOL WORK.
ICA's are coming, rushing to me like a herd of wild bulls.
*extracted from what Rachel sent me*
Week 4

Computing Maths ICA 1 (Number System)

ESSIT - Practical

Business Communications (15%)
Listening and Note Taking

Week 7

Marketing ICA1 (Written Test) - 20%

Accountings ICA1

------

Data structures (Not sure yet!)

See!
I'm tired. Should I just quit school and go back to work? Back to rotting at AhWok? $7/Hr, gritting your teeth at work?

I feel empty. I need counselling. Or to put it simply, I hope i die.

The Click Five - Empty

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But it's empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I even wonder
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

We're empty
We're empty

its a song about falling out of love;

2008-05-03T11:19:00.004+08:00

This would be the first and MOST probably the last post I would ever write in Chinese, and to put it simply, I HATE CHINESE. *But typing out is fun :D*
我爱我的班：Ｄ
３０th May，
我们这一班第一次一起去打POOL。
对不起，我的华文不是很好。读了不要SHOOT我。谢谢。
JOAN最厉害了，是一个打POOL高手。我被他打败了。Sian。
接着，我们就一起吃晚餐，然后到Northpoint的Funland去玩电动游戏。
9点多我就走了。：（
LabourDay。
一整天在家里腐烂。-.-

好了，本少爷，就先告辞了。等一下需要做工和打DOTA。哈哈！
*我尽力了！*

对了，没忘记，今天的这首歌：

The All-American Rejects - Dance Inside

You don't have to move
You don't have to speak
Lips for biting

You're staring me down
A glance makes me weak
Eyes for striking

Now I'm twisted up
When I'm twisted with you
Brush so lightly

And time trickles down
And I'm breathing for two
Squeeze so tightly

I'll be fine, you'll be fine
This moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
We'll dance inside the song

What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

She sinks in my mind
As she sheds through her skin
Touch sight taste like fire

Hands do now
What eyes no longer defend
Hands to fuel desire

I'll be fine, you'll be fine
This moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
We'll dance inside the song

What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

And I'll be fine, you'll be fine
Is this fine? I'm not fine
Give me pieces
Give me things to stay awake

What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you

Move down to me, slip into you

2008-04-26T00:00:00.008+08:00

It had been pretty long since I last blogged I guess.
Apparantly I didn't have the time. So sorry for the stagnation of this wonderful blog.
The wonderful owner was rather busy these days but thanks to Rachel, she forcefully made me blog about the historic moment of today.
Today 25th April, marks the day where Danny watched movie with his new found friends, new classmates and also a breakthrough for almost a year without going to the theatres :P
Watched The Forbidden Kingdom. * I must say its a really good movie. Nice scenes, nice kungfu, nice abience, nice girls. HAHA.

*chose this picture because this girl was really sizzling, HOT*

some orientation pictures up next :D
do enjoy.

DBI 0805 ROCKS (:

back to basics once again, SONGS.

I had been singing in class these past days :S
especially with qi feng, a really good friend of mine. :D
someone I knew I could trust in this hectic polytechnic life.
Thanks bro.
He'll know this song as well. LOL.

李聖傑-最近MV

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

2008-04-07T14:14:00.007+08:00

Mainly songs today. If anyone have this song, please send to me can?

The Fray - How To Save A Life

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

some random pictures from the last sentosa trip.

muah chee

giving farid the pile driver.

stacking brothers.

and the wall of friendship.

2008-04-06T00:13:00.008+08:00

Finally! Payday. WOOOOOHOOOOOO!
anyone, as promised, here, i shall update the chalet pictures with charcoal. only some though, but who cares. (:
and also mary's birthday.

One Big Family

Cake cutting.

MMM - Model Mother Mary

and a gay sam (;

Johnny Walker - Black Label

Swimming~

Whole Family

Raping Max ;x

Once again, i went to TSK again. Saw the fat bitch again but walked away.
I remembered she said, don't show attitude. However, I would like to emphasis that, there are two different ways to show attitude.
One is because you are pissed and attitude is shown to a human. However, the other one is, you don't even treat the person as a human, much or less, a dog or a hog.
Sadly, you are neither a dog nor a hog. Though you got the pig look. LOL.
Like seriously *haha at vaal*, i do hope you get runned over by a car or what. I don't mind being evil as long as I see you die terribly. I may be sadistic, but i don't a damn about you. Sadly, I am such a person.
You like to talk behind people's back and backstab us? Why not do it in front of your faces. Are you scared?
Hey FAT bitch, do remember your manners. Or sadly you have none? Perhaps your parents are dead? I don't mind insulting your whole family. Fuck your family if they did not teach you manners. Most importantly, fuck out of TSK. You shouldn't even be borned. Imagine how much resources are wasted on you. Food especially. See that size of yours. FAT is what you are.
Get this shit into that thick skull of yours.
Oh, you also lost something. Backbone and shame.
Perhaps, too much fats? Burn some fats pig, BURN SOME FATS!
Friday if you dare, talk to me face to face. Fuck off if you can't.

Inconsolable by Backstreet Boys

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, OOoh
if you were here right now
I swear, I'd tell you this

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin this inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

No, no, no

I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)

Cause,

BABY, I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, I'm inconsolable
Whoaa yeah yeah OoOoH
I'm inconsolable...

2008-04-04T00:30:00.004+08:00

Back from work at last. YAY!
Today's work was kinda low. I mean, seems like everyone's spirits are kinda low.
Likewise, I worked in DragonFly today. Met some new friends. One looked like brother Emily.
Chatted with her, and worked at the same time.
Once again, the band was down at Dragonfly and they sang this song called "Every Breath You Take".
Luckily i peeped at the scores and found the name. LOL.
Though the lyrics of the song is pretty creepy, it sounds pretty good.
Perhaps it was written by a stalker? LOL.
Emphasising on the job at Dragonfly today. I saw a staff from Tai Guo Xiao Chi. LOL. With his girlfriend of course. He was pretty shocked that I recognised him. Haha.
Ok, on Tipping now. The fat bitch told me that only if i worked till 1am, then I would be given a share of the tips. I was like, WTF?!!? You fucking fat bitch. All you know is sit inside the damn chair and slack, while i run like a bloody dog? And after that, you swallow the whole damn amount of tip? No way man bitch!
So secretly, i hid my share. None for her, for the words of her still lingers in me. No way bitch!
Fang ru came to TSK also. Chatted awhile before I left for home.

Anyway, the song I heard from the weird band in Dragonfly. Enjoy (:

Every Breath You Take by The Police

Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
Ill be watching you

Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
Ill be watching you

Oh, cant you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
Ill be watching you

Since youve gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but its you I cant replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please...

Oh, cant you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every breath you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
Ill be watching you

Every move you make
Every step you take
Ill be watching you

Ill be watching you
Ill be watching you
Ill be watching you
Ill be watching you...

i really really want to see you happy.

2008-04-03T02:17:00.003+08:00

well today, intended to go to power house, but unfortunately, underaged. D;
kinda bad day, mum didn't intend to let me go, but, i still went anyway.
fucked up day.
woke up at 1.30, and played? again?
im sick of this life.
i want more excitement.
oh well. LOL.
met tim at 6.45, but he was late till 7? WTF?!
went to charcoal to meet daryl. bought starbucks coffee on the way. Iced Caramel Macchiato? and double cheeseburger.
first time drink starbucks and it felt pretty good? well, left around 11.30 with niankiat for i could not enter the powerhouse. the first thing they did when max, tim and daryl wanted to smuggle me in was. "MAY I SEE YOUR IC PLEASE"
fuck! lol, next year then. No mood for partying le. went home and thus typing now.
watched Meet The Spartans.
pretty funny show. Parady about the 300 movie? haha.
want to watch? try this URL. Click --> Meet The Spartans.

anyway, just to add on : TIMOTHY! STOP SMOKING! QUIT! YOU CAN DO IT!

some funny song for today. ENJOY :D

I Will Survive by Cake

At first I was afraid.
I was petrified.
I kept thinking I could never live
Without you by my side.
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong.
I grew strong.
I learned how to get along.
And so you're back from outer space.
I just walked in to find you here
Without that look upon your face.
I should have changed my fucking lock.
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me.

Oh now go.
Walk out the door.
Just turn around now.
You're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I.

I will survive.
As long as I know how to love
I know I'll be alive.
I've got all my life to live.
I've got all my love to give.
I will survive.
I will survive.

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart.
I'm trying hard to mend
The pieces of my broken heart.
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself.
I used to cry.
But now I hold my head up high.

And you'll see me with somebody new.
I'm not that stupid little person
Still in love with you.
And so you thought you'd just drop by,
And you expect me to be free.
But now I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone who's lovin' me.

Oh now go.
Walk out the door.
Just turn around now.
You're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I.

I will survive.
As long as I know how to love
I know I'll be alive.
I've got all my life to live.
I've got all my love to give.
I will survive.
I will survive.

come to me, and i'll love you, like i never did.

2008-03-31T01:21:00.002+08:00

smsed fang ru just now. oh well, i'm in a state of confusion. i don't know what to do. should i carry on or leave the place?
i can't bare to leave my friends there.
my fucking head hurts. ARGH!
adding on to that, i chatted with colin yesterday. he asked me if i would return to zingo.
i said i didn't mind, just that work was too hectic. perhaps school starts, i will return back there.
oh well, its still really hectic.

if you could just stop smoking, it would be good for you. your health matters, just like how much you matter to me.
i want the best for you, cause you matter to me.
alot.
i hope you'll heed my advise. don't follow the path i used to take.
i know you are having a rough patch now.
do hang in there, for i'll be here for you.
take care sandy ❤

Paint My Love by Michael Learns to Rock

From my youngest years
Till this moment here
I’ve never seen
Such a lovely queen

From the skies above
To the deepest love
I’ve never felt
Crazy like this before

Chorus:
Paint my love
You should paint my love
It’s the picture of a thousand sunsets
It’s the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

Been around the world
Then I met you girl
It’s like comming home
To a place I’ve known

Chorus:
Paint my love
You should paint my love
It’s the picture of a thousand sunsets
It’s the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

Since you came into my life
The days before all fade to black and white
Since you came into my life
Everything has changed...

2008-03-29T02:40:00.001+08:00

last week soon. );
oh well, i'll miss you TSK
gambateh!

I Lay My Love On You by WESTLIFE

Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
But there's an angel, she's calling me
Reaching for my heart

I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly even believe it (yeah)
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long

Now I believe its ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could fell soo good

Like once in a lifetime
You change my world

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

As I lay my love on you

❤ SANDY

2008-03-26T00:25:00.005+08:00

woots, back from charcoal chalet (:
only a word to describe it, AWESOME!
I felt like, as if bonds have been made closer.
The food was great and so were the people.
I got to know some new friends like daryl, vaal, gideon, liwei, max and bin di. (:
we ate, drank, swam and even shared ghost stories.
we even played pool for countless of hours FREE. LOL
shall update photos next time ;x
anyway, i found the song . YAY!

Chun Ni by Yu Cheng Qin

漫天的话语
纷乱落在耳际
你我沉默不回应
牵你的手
你却哭红了眼睛
路途漫长无止尽
多想提起勇气
好好的呵护你
不让你受委屈
苦也愿意

那些痛的记忆
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

迷雾散尽
一切终于变清晰
爱与痛都成回忆
遗忘过去
繁花灿烂在天际
等待已有了结局
我会提起勇气
好好地呵护你
不让你受委屈
苦也愿意

漫天纷飞的花语
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

那些痛的记忆
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

让我们懂得学会珍惜

i really wanna go back to the past, where there were no more fears.
only you and me, will we be together forever.
but, i guess that's how's life.
MOVE ON DANNY. GAMBATEH! LOL. xD

2008-03-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

i can't do anything right...
oh well, i guess that's how it goes. Since i can't do anything right, means i can do EVERYTHING wrong. ah damn it. i never wanted such things to happen. but? damn it.
some songs to depict feelings.
*like always XD*

Qing Fei De Yi - Harlem Yu

anyway, I am finding a song not by Harlem Yu i guess, but he sung it anyway. LOL.
i heard the song at dragonfly, at the MRT and also on the teevee. WTf? #$%^&*()
it ends with something called *zhen qing* LOL. HELP NEED!! ARGH!

It's hard to forget The first time I met you
Those mesmerizing pair of eyes
In my mind
The thoughts of you
Cannot be erased
When I hold your hand and feel your warmth
It's really too much for me to handle
Your innocence
I would like to treasure When I see you suffering
I will feel sad Oh...

Just afraid I will fall in love with you
Dare not let myself be too close to you
Afraid I’ve got nothing to offer you
To love you may require a lot of courage too

Just afraid I will fall in love with you
Maybe one day I wouldn't be able to control myself
from falling in love with you
Thinking of you only hurts myself
I just can't help falling in love with you

What’s the reason Ya…
That I meet you again
I really really don’t wish to
Fall into the love trap like this Oh...

2008-03-19T23:56:00.003+08:00

lets blog about the memories i had at TSK - The Station Kitchen.
Perhaps, it might be the last week i would be working there anymore? I ain't sure.
I made many new friends there. Bonds are created and expierenced are shared.
True friends are what you call them. Eg, Zi Mei, Kian Hao, Michelle, Fauzi, Mary, Fang Ru, Denzel, Li Wei, Chai Chin, Xiu Hui, Delon, Tim, Leonard and others.
Well thanks for making my job at TSK a memorable one. * Oh my, its sounds as if I have left already ;x*
Well, I made up my mind, I will work till 1 week before school starts. Im sorry guys, but i have made up my mind. Or perhaps you wouldn't even care ;x
Darn it~ LOL
Well, Kian Hao and Michelle left today. 1 by 1, friends are leaving. Alright KIAN HAO and MICHELLE, by any chance if you could view my blog, this song is for you both. (:

Peng You by Zhou Hua Jian

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽

真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

蓉 <3

2008-03-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

3rd week of my job is already hell.
i witnessed many things and it enlightened me alot.
in this world, friends do betray each other. some friend he was to another.
a word called back stab.

yeah, i witnessed 3 fellow colleagues getting the sack.
1 was being yaya banana,
another was wasting his chance,
lastly, not really did he receive the sack, he left at his own.
"HE" was the IC i really respected. the only man who knew what teenagers felt. or HOW teenagers felt. no matter how much he got fucked in the face, he never vented it on us. this is what i call a true hero.
"HE" made a simple mistake, and was betrayed by someone called FRIEND, worst still, his own race.
yeah, so what if he said the place CMI, this is a freeworld, he can speak whatever he wants.
so what if choices have consequences? does this mean that we can't speak our own mine? he told the CMI thingy to a "FRIEND", and yet, this "FRIEND" of his betrayed him.
the "FRIEND" reported what "HE" said to the boss and he was threathened with the sack.
he left feeling disappointed.
well, is this called the working life? which left me with such an impact?
oh well, i seriously do need thinking if i'm ready for the working life.
alas, shall now complete my fucking contract and leave the place without a fucking trace.

well, some special song from out of the blue :D

Only love by Trademark

2 a.m and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In u'r arms as d dawn is breaking
Face 2 face & a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
Theres hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give our dreams just 1 more change
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

if there was something i could wish for, i wished i could reverse time.
and there would be only me, and you.

2008-03-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

some random songs.

Remember the Name by Fort Minor

This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

Mike! - He doesn't need his name up in lights
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him
But fuck em, he knows the code
It's not about the salary
It's all about reality and making some noise
Makin the story - makin sure his clique stays up
That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin it up! let's go!

Who the hell is he anyway?
He never really talks much
Never concerned with status but still leavin them star struck
Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact
That many misjudge him because he makes a livin from writin raps
Put it together himself, now the picture connects
Never askin for someone's help, to get some respect
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach
And now when it all unfolds, the skill of an artist

It's just twenty percent skill
Eighty percent fear
Be one hundred percent clear cause Ryu is ill
Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames
And I heard him wreckin with The Crystal Method, "Name Of The Game"
Came back dropped Megadef, took em to church
I like bleach man, why you have the stupidest verse?
This dude is the truth, now everybody be givin him guest spots
His stock's through the roof I heard he fuckin with S. Dot!

[Chorus]

They call him Ryu The Sick
And he's spittin fire with Mike
Got him out the dryer he's hot
Found him in Fort Minor with Tak
Been a fuckin annihilist porcupine
He's a prick, he's a cock
The type woman want to be with, and rappers hope he get shot
Eight years in the makin, patiently waitin to blow
Now the record with Shinoda's takin over the globe
He's got a partner in crime, his shit is equally dope
You wont believe the kind of shit that comes out of this kid's throat

Tak! - He's not your everyday on the block
He knows how to work with what he's got
Makin his way to the top
People think its a common owners name
People keep askin him was it given at birth
Or does it stand for an acronym?
No he's livin proof, Got him rockin the booth
He'll get you buzzin quicker than a shot of vodka with juice
Him and his crew are known around as one of the best
Dedicated to what they doin give a hundred percent

Forget Mike - Nobody really knows how or why he works so hard
It seems like he's never got time
Because he writes every note and he writes every line
And I've seen him at work when that light goes on in his mind
It's like a design is written in his head every time
Before he even touches a key or speaks in a rhyme
And those motherfuckers he runs with, those kids that he signed?
Ridiculous, without even trying, how do they do it?!

woots~ come back to papa baby~

2008-03-05T11:54:00.003+08:00

woots, 1 week finally over.
sorry for the stagnation of my blog for a couple of days.
still, do tag please. (:
1 song is about how i feel,
next its about reality. (:

She Will be Loved by maroon

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

she sizzles like butter on a heated pan, to put in another way, she's just hot.

The next song is for the seniors who think so highly about themselves that they forget something so important.
HUMANITY.

Where Is The Love by Black Eyed Peas

What's wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you're bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x)

It just ain't the same all ways have changed
New days are strange is the world the insane?
If love and peace so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations dropping bombs
Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones
With ongoing suffering
As the youth die young
So ask yourself is the loving really strong?
So I can ask myself really what is going wrong
With this world that we living in
People keep on giving in
Makin wrong decisions
Only visions of them livin and
Not respecting each other
Deny thy brother
The wars' going on but the reasons' undercover
The truth is kept secret
Swept under the rug
If you never know truth
Then you never know love
Where's the love y'all?(I don't know)
Where's the truth y'all?(I don't know)
Where's the love y'all?

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father father father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the lovex2)

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm getting older y'all people get colder
Most of us only care about money makin
Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema
Whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality
Instead of spreading love, we're spreading anomosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under
I gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(fade)

2008-02-29T00:36:00.002+08:00

I'm tired from all the clearing, and most importantly, I'm tired of you fuckers ordering me about!

ahhhh, some random songs.

Huang hun by Zhou Chuan Xiong

Guo wan zheng ge xia tian
You shang bing mei you hao yi xie
Kai che xing shi zai gong lu wu ji wu bian
You li kai zi ji de gan jue

Chang bu wan yi shou ge
Pi juan hai sheng xia hei yan quan
Gan qing de shi jie shang hai zai suo nan mian
Huang hun zai mei zhong yao hei ye

Yi ran ji de cong ni kou zhong shuo chu zai xian jian jue ru tie
Hun an zhong you zhong lie ri zhuo shen de cuo jue
Huang hun de di ping xian
Hua chu yi ju li bie
Ai qing jin ru yong ye

Yi ran ji de cong ni yan zhong hua luo de lei shang xin yu jue
Hun luan zhong you zhong re lei shao shang de cuo jue
Huang hun de di ping xian
Ge duan xing fu xi yue
Xiang ai yi jing huan mie

i still miss her.

2008-02-24T23:25:00.004+08:00

REMINISCENCES

thats what i call it.
and yes, i do miss you.
the times we had. sadly, its all over.
optimistically, i call it a fresh start. though hard to cope, but LIVE WITH IT

Working tomorrow, first day, and just before it starts, i'm already pondering if i made the right choice. Should i spend the remaining days enjoying myself before the horrid school starts?
Well, choices have consequences. Shall perform the tasks well tommorow.
Alas, at least i am able to smell great food (:

All About Loving You by Bon Jovi

Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes

Chorus:
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way

Chorus:
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you

Guitar Solo

Chorus:
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

All about lovin' you

danny, leave the past behind.
forget everything. it is gone. FOR GOOD
never to return.
so what if you still like her.
she doesn't. ANYMORE.
leave her alone, lead your own life. its all in the past. let there be memories, but no more future.
please. it's for your own good.
you've gotta go your own way boy.
all the best. GAMBATEH.

2008-02-23T01:45:00.001+08:00

straightened out my thoughts and here i am!

a brand new danny (:
passed my interview today and will be working on monday!
wheees.
anyway, here's a song to describe my feelings. (:

Superheroes - Edguy

City lights are calling
Slowly coming back to life
Speeding in the fast lane
Mama let us waste no time
Devil in the doorway
Selling any kind of hell
We're just coming out to play the game

[Chorus]
And we never cry for love
We're superheroes
We are back where we belong
We never cry for pain
We're superheroes
Make a stand where we belong

Way to long I've tried to be
What I could never be
For too long you've rolled the dice
But you can't control me
I ain't talking about romance
You may fiddle I may dance
Anyway it's just a game we play

[Chorus]

You gotta move to stay alive
We're gonna rock the bash tonight

[Chorus]

2008-02-18T22:27:00.002+08:00

i've decided to let go,
loving you still,
alone,
in the dark,
till i see you find your happiness,
unknowingly, tears are shed,
for all i know, you are still in my heart

When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

when winter comes in summer, when theres no more forever, thats when i'll stop loving you.
remember today, cause it's the beginning of always, forever.
until time through, thats where i'll be, by you.
life ain't anything alone, can't you see you are the angel in me?
you're and angel in my life, everyday closer to me.
you're the love that i need, you're all that i ever needed.
every seasons has its torments, with you, it's just a breeze.
calling down angel, she was sent above, just like a prayer
cause here in my heart, there's a picture of us, together, forever
i'll be loving you forever, deep inside my heart.
even if you took my heart, and tore it apart.
i'll still be loving you forever.
love doesn't begin with you or me, it begins with us.
if i could write an essay about you, it'll be never ending.
describe eternity, its just you and me. describe forever, together we shall be.
she asked me , what's the feel in heaven? i replied, just like being with you.
love is you and me, eternity it's gonna be, forever it shall be, just you and me.
though you are not with me now, thus i hope air will pass my message to you. with love
do count every drop of the rain, it'll accumulate the amount of love i have for you
i don't have to see to feel it, i just have to believe in it.
for all that matters, just you.

i love you.

this poem will stand forever, by me, for you.

2008-02-17T21:00:00.001+08:00

We're In Heaven

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when your feeling down
Now nothing could change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms,

I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
Im finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need,
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh
Oh, oh, oh
We're in heaven

tell me when will you be mine?